Hi, how have you been?
Just curious about what has gotten into you lately,
Knowing I already cut ties with your curiosity,
I know you're good at avoiding bullets,
Never tried to be brave for once,
You were, but it wasn't enough,
Not even the rainbows could understand the colors,
The colors you painted in my cerulean sky.
Never tried to be a better friend,
You are though, but not until you know,
How I used to think you were giving me butterflies,
How I used to see myself smiling when I was with you,
How I used to steal a glance without you knowing,
How I used to have red cheeks with our little conversation,
How I used to question if you were an expert at playing cards,
You were, and that's why I got the best feeling of being confused,
What was I to you? Were you wondering how would I feel?
You know, the feeling of not being chosen among all cards.
If you haven't thought of me, why was I included in your game?
When you knew already I'll be the loser,
Now who got lost in the stars,
Waiting for you to show up, and there's you, enjoying other's sparks.
Does staying silent make you feel better?
Or was it because my expectations were too high that it hurts?
You were a great invader to my heart,
No wonder why you were a great evader, too.
Don't worry, it was enjoyable to see catching my own feelings for you.
I find it so fun seeing myself falling into false hopes,
And being in love with someone I don't have a slight chance of,
Never had the idea of being reciprocated, but I know I was fearless.
YOU ARE READING
A poem for my "FIRST" that didn't last.
PoetryHave you ever liked someone? Well, I do. Among all confessions, this was the best but I ended up wounded. I have always wanted to be honest at least for once with my feelings so I decided to muster up the courage and tell how I felt. I was brave an...
