A poem for my "FIRST" that didn't last.

Confession #6

We were miles apart, watching our own Polaris,

Tried to go south yet the night's too vast,

Thought it would be enough to free these butterflies,

But, there must be a reason why they keep me company,

And so, I kept them like diamonds though you see me as nothing,

Forget the standards and shits because when it comes to you,

I will never get tired of saying I like you,

You are a beautiful poem that I adore the most,

Just how fast the night, my heart still races for you,

Though you're sometimes sweetly brutal every moonlight,

It has been a great summer, whether it's high or low tide,

The feels of how it all started, the genesis of how it began to sprout,

And how it grew and developed just don't cease to exist that easily,

Which nearly had a wake as I venture every sleepless night,

But stars remind me of you, hoping you know how much it brightens my night,

I hate walking on a fragile glacier with the thought of falling at wrong times,

It never crossed my mind, it never did,

I'd rather be someone's cupid-it has always been,

And run freely in the field of rosemary where love grows and prospers,

But, there's something special about you- hoping you know you are someone's special star, too,

Something enchanting that makes me want to take the risk,

Something magical that makes me think that you're worth the wait,

And so, I'm willing to wait until you see the value of my light,

I've been thinking that it will never happen,

For sure, it will never be since you seek for something else I don't have,

But, why you keep using the means that's only confusing in my part?

I don't wanna be dumbfounded by how things are going through right now,

But, I like it that way- staying to what it is.

Don't change, I'll never be different,

Don't go away, I'll chase you if you do,

Just like the stars, you're one of my fave sight
that I don't intend to lose.

I'll cling unto you and make sure no one breaks our bond.