Anxiety

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I am just fighting with the words.
I have so much to say.
But every time, I tried to convince myself.
They are already gone.
Every time, I am afraid.
Afraid of losing control.
I see what will happen next.
And start running away.

I am just fighting with the words.
That comes through my head.
I pull them out with every finger stroke.
But then the moment ends, and I'm lost.
My doubts haven't gone.
Every time I ask for a check-up, not to lose me.
Every time, I can't click the button.
The button that makes me feel alive.

I am just fighting with the words.
To say what I have to say.
But every time I see my dream flying away.

The dream of greatness.
The dream of understanding.
The dream of value.
The dream of art.

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