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I know I let you do you
But sometimes it's hard the things you do
To see it doesn't make me smile
I know you can do better
and I know you can be better
I just don't know what to say
I just don't know what to do
I don't want to
Because to restrict you
Feels so wrong because I'm not you

Maybe I tell myself lies
And those are the worst kind
Maybe I pretend it's alright
But it's not the best kind
Maybe I pretend it's alright
Because our expiration is what I'm expecting
But who knows
Because God's the only expert
Who sees what's coming next mate

But what if these are signs?
And what if I'm closing my eyes?
Wow you must really be worth it
Because you are a good soul
In mine's view at least
You treat me so right
And I can do the same for you too I think

I worry I'm not enough
I'm worry I'm flawed in this art
Love is not a picture I paint so clearly
Speaking it is only worse trust me
To the likes of another
My love may not be a bother
But to those I hold dear
I find it hard to tell, oh dear
I hope it's not fear

Maybe it's a lacking
of experience of expressing
The words are in my head
But my tongue can't tell them
They feel so unusual
They could be so sensual
I hope when I hold your hand or hug you
When I look into your eyes or at you
When a talk with you and hear you
You can sense that I adore you

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