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I walked nervously up to my door, unlocking it as I felt Jahseh behind me. My wet clothes were making me start to shiver so I walked up to my room and took them off first.
I tried my best to ignore the fact that he was going to hit me, thinking if I had ignored it enough he'd forget to but I was wrong.
He grabbed both of my arms and lifted me on to the wall which made me break instantly.
"You wanted to cheat on me in my face?" He asked me making me shake my head.
"I-I didn't know he was going to-" I stopped myself trying to breath.
"Jahseh,I'm sorry please" I spoke before he left me down.
"You're sorry? After you sat in that nigga face blushing and all" he told me which made my heart thump.
I thought he was letting me go.
"Amia I'm talking to you" he spoke before smacking me.
I held my cheek as my eyes started to water " I-I don't know what to say Jahseh" I cried.
"Why because you know you embarrassed me?" He asked hitting my side which made me fall over.
I seen him walking closer and I did not want that, the first two hits hurt enough.
So I lifted myself the best I could before running. I ran into my mothers room and closed the door, locking it.
"You always run when you did something" he told me before I seen him picking the lock.
"Jahseh please, I'm sorry" I cried before he opened the door with a tool in his hand.
He dropped it and pulled up his pants before walking closer to me so I ran again to the other side of my mothers bed.
"Seh I'm really sorry" I cried before he backed me into a corner and grabbed my by my arm.
"Stop, get off" I cried trying to push down to get away.
I figured if I dropped all my weight at once he'd drop me but he didn't he grabbed my other arm and dragged me down the hall.
"Stop fucking running if you didn't do it!" He yelled at me before punching my stomach.
It made me lose my breath for a little so I tried to sit up but he pushed me back down.
"That shit was cute to you?" He asked me before smacking me again making me shake my head.
He's never punched my before or smacked me more than once, this is too much.
I tried sitting up from under him again but he pushed me down again.
"You letting niggas feel on yo ass and shit right? Talking to them while you're barely clothed" he chuckled, standing up which made me sigh just for him to pick me up by my arms again.
He stood me against the wall, making sure to get in my face which scared me more.
I swallowed my spit, looking down.
He's already hit me. What else can he do?
I breathed heavily before deciding to push him back which just made him grab my wrist.
"I'm trying to calm down at least a little but you making it worse" he warned me and I nodded.
My side, stomach and face hurt while we just stood there before he punched my chest making me begin to wheeze.
"You keep playing with me Amia" he shook his head.
"That was the last straw you not getting away with shit else" he told me making me nod as I wiped my tears.
He kept me against the corner as he checked his phone for the time.
"Ight I gotta go get the guys, I'm coming back" he told me and I nodded.
"Okay?" He asked me, lifting my chin.
"O-Okay" I sniffled and he nodded.
He walked out of my room, closing the door before walking downstairs and leaving. I sighed and let myself slide down the wall, bawling myself up to cry but it hurt to cry.
I sniffed and forced myself up, going to take a shower.
I looked at my face in the mirror, sighing to see how red it was, it didn't look like it was going to be gone tomorrow or tonight it looked like it would bruise this time.
I couldn't really see my side on my own so I stood on my tip toes to see it had already bruised. My stomach and my chest were working on it.
"I can't do this" I spoke to myself, crying.
My mother wants me to stick it out and listen so he doesn't hit me but I can't help what other people do. Jahseh knows that and he still hits me and blames me.
After my shower I walked into my room and put on undergarments before a t shirt and laying down. I had no time to get it together before the front door opened and locked after closing.
I sighed and buried my head in my pillow to hopefully be left alone. When he came in the room he flipped off the light before crawling in beside me and trying to hold my side which made me flinch.
How do I even get out of this?
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