Strawberries and Cigarettes/// Hyunlix

BACK AGAIN

MINHO POV

There sure is a part of me that misses this place and somehow I feel like I don't deserve to be back at Phoenix house, after hesitating to point the gun to Sangyi~~ I almost kill Hyunjin earlier because of Jealousy

There is a part of me that really wanted to kill Hyunjin so I can have Felix on my own, but then I hate to betray someone who help me when I'm at my lowest, I flop down the bed and looked at the ceiling blankly~

I hate to say this but, I don't deserve to be here again~ I thought as I close my eyes and breathe heavily

"Minho?" Someone with deep voice said, I open my eyes to see who it was~~ and Felix was already looking at me who is flopped down the bed, I immediately stand up as to see him "Are you okay?" Felix asked

"Shouldn't I be the one asking that~~" I tell him "Weren't you scared of me?" I added, hoping that he will answer no

"I'm scared" He said I drop down my head as to hear that words as I clenches my fist as tight as I can; "Because you are acting so unusual, why are you sounding so awkward?" Felix said, I looked at him as he smile at me brightly

"That's not like you Minho, you usually ask me to sleep here with you, at all bribery you can~~" I didn't let him finish his words, I instantly hold him by his waist and pull him to a tight hug, he was shock but he hug back making me feel his warmth

I snuggle my head to his shoulder letting me relax by his natural scent, he was confused yet he pat my head and play with my hair; "What are you being worried to? You can tell me" Felix said he definitely be using the Linked in Pheromone that's why I have no other choice but to tell him

"Do I deserve to be here Lix? After what happened" I asked him, I can't tell him that I almost kill Hyunjin; or he will be furious

"What are you talking about? Of course you do!!" He said, he slowly pulled out to look into my eyes; "I don't know what you are hiding from me Minho, but I'm sure that you belong to this place and to them alone" He added

"Yet they tried to kill me, and like nothing happens after it seems to me that they are ready to kill me at any time they want too" I lied to him but I surely have this sort of concern on me, that they can kill me anytime they want

"I have no right to judge yet but when I see the four guys earlier who's been pointing their gun on you~~ they were hesitating, you are their brother Minho~~ I think if you really betray them that time; they will even persuade you to go back to their side rather than killing you" Felix said, I don't know but I have never trusted people as much as I do with my brothers but his words is reassuring and is sure to be more than expected of him

"What are you being worried about? You've done enough and now you have to rest and let go of that thought" He added, I just went back to hugging him and rest my head on his shoulder

"I'll buy you dolphin plushy if you stay with me for the night" I bribe him

"That's the Minho I know" He said

WRITER POV

Morning has come and the guys are gathered in the living room; Jisung, Seungmin, Jeongin and Felix are looking at the phone which display the Brotherhoods plan of bidding on such a beautiful masterpiece of sculpture

Meanwhile Minho woke up reaching for someone but there is no one beside him, so he slightly rise his head to look for someone specifically Felix when he feel that Lix wasn't at his side, he looked around the room and breathe heavily "Lix?" He asked to the air