Bad Love

Part Two: Bad Love (42)

Ramona's P.O.V.

"Remy, how could you even let him do that to you?!" Hayley exclaimed as I lay on her bed, "He made you go back to the place, where you made the biggest mistake of your life."

I rolled my eyes, "Hayley, be a little less dramatic. Sure, Nolan and I didnt last but you have to admit the wedding was beautiful."

"His mother wrote his vows for him." She said blankly, "And your mother wrote yours for you. There was nothing romantic or beautiful about that wedding."

Sighing I take a bit out of my burger, "Hayles calm down, Nolan wants to hurt me and I am just showing him that I have changed. He can do anything he wants, and it won't get to me. I won't let it get to me."

Hayles took a sip of her coke, "Good, let that asshole know that Ramona Diane Lawerance doesnt want any piece of that garbage dick anymore."

A soft smile came onto my face, "I mean the sex was good though." 

"Ramona!" Hayley exclaimed, "I dont not need to know that anymore,"

A giggle escaped from my mouth as Hayley looked at me in disgust, "Your face is priceless,"

"Shut up," She snapped, "Give me that," She reached over for my burger but I pushed her hand away, 

"Get your own,"

"No,"

"Hayley," I fight against her, her leg accidentally hit my stomach, my eyes widened immediately dropped the burger my hand goes to the place she hit. Hayley looked at me shocked,

"Oh my god, sorry, I am so sorry." She kept apologizing but my mind flooded with worry for my baby, "Remy? Remy, are you okay?"

Breathing heavily I shake my head no, "The baby," I whispered, Hayley, looked at me confused, "Hayley, the baby."

"Baby?" She asked confused, her gaze dropped to my hand, "Remy are you pregnant?"

I shake my head yes as pain spread across my stomach, "It hurts," I exclaim, "Hayley it hurts,"

Her eyes widened, "Hold on, let me get Aunty Sierra" She said, "Just hold on Remy," Hayley quickly ran out of the room calling my mom's name. In a matter of seconds, mom came rushing into the room, I lifted my hand from my stomach there was blood. 

 My eyes filled with tears, "Momma," I cried, everything was blurry, I couldnt hear anything, I couldnt see anything...this isnt happening, I am not losing my baby right now. 

"Remy, I am so fucking sorry," I hear Hayley crying as the nurses took me out of the house on a stretcher, her hand was holding onto mine so tight, I squeezed it tight. It wasn't her fault. "I am sorry," She sobbed. 

"Follow us," The nurse said, that was the last thing I heard before the darkness took over. 

. . . 

"The baby and she are fine." I hear slight whispers, "But please be careful with her diet and how much she works. The blow to her stomach was dangerous but the bleeding was also caused by stress. If she continues to work as much as she has been it can lead to a miscarriage." 

Groaning I open my eyes but quickly shut them due to the bright light shining above, "Turn the light off," I whispered, 

"Is she saying something?" Mom said, "Hayley go see,"

"Okay," She said, "Remy...?"

Finding the strenght I say, "The light...please turn it off,"

I hear her breath hitch, "Auntie, she wants the light off."

The bright light is soon turned off, fluttering my eyes open I look around the room, "My baby?" I ask, 

Hayley pouted, "You gave me a fucking heartattack," Hitting my shoulder gently, "The baby is fine, and when were you planning to tell me you were pregnant? Is it Nolans?"

"Can I have some water?"

She huffed as Mom sat down beside me gently brushing my hair away from my neck, "You should be glad your dad wasn't home Remy...I told you to be careful."

"Here," Hayley said continuing to pout, Mom helped me sit up as I greedily drank the water, "I am still mad at you, you know. First, you didnt tell me you had a baby, and second I thought that I killed it."

"Hayles," I try to comfort her, "I am sorry okay? I didnt want to tell anybody because I knew everyone would pressure me to tell Nolan, but I dont want to. This baby is mine, not his. Mom found out by herself, and I was going to tell you too but after I had the baby."

She ran her fingers through her hair, "My heart is still fucking pounding,"

"Mom," I say quietly signaling her to go comfort her, Mom nodded and sat down beside Hayley she pulled her into a hug. 

"Remy and the baby are okay, honey." Mom comforted her, "Now only the three of us know and this should stay between us."

Hayley nodded, "Okay,"

Sighing I gently rub my belly, "Thank god you are okay," I whispered, "I dont know what I would do if I lost you."

Nolan may not know that I am carrying his child, but...even though my love never got recepricated by him, my child will love me...and I love it with all my heart. 

Nolan's P.O.V.

"Nothing bothers her anymore Matt," I say taking a sip of my drink, "I can say anything, I can do anything...she just has a cold look on her face."

Matt raised an eyebrow at me, "You did break her heart."

Letting out an esperated sigh I lean back onto the couch looking up at the cieiling, "I know I did. But I never thought that it would change her like this...she is so different Matt. Nothing bothers her, she always has an answer to everything, and no matter how close I try to get to her she always finds a way to escape."

"And why are you trying to get close to her? You are divorced, not to mention you are getting married to Melody and there is no future between you two." 

I look at him, "There's something different about her,"

"Different how?"

"Like she's hiding something from me," We were married for two years, you can learn a lot about another person in two years, especially with Remy. She fell hard for me, and told me everything about her, I noticed every little thing about her, and the one thing that she wasnt good at was lying...she distance herself from the person as much as she could when she was hiding something...and right now she's distancing me from herself as much as she can. 

Of course, the divorce, we are divorced..but then she should be mad at Melody still but she is fine with her, with me she keeps her guard up, which is obvious but...biting my lip I breathe in harshly, "Hiding something? What does she have that she is hiding from you?"

Slamming my drink back I lean forward, "That's what I have to find out." The Remy that has returned is not the Remy that I knew...but the one thing I think she's forgotten is I know her like the back of my hand...Remy is hiding something, and I am going to find out what. 

Matt shook his head in disappointment, "Leave her alone Nolan,"

That's the thing...I couldn't...I couldn't stop...Remy left that day, but it felt like she took a piece of me...a piece of us...I know I sound like an asshole, I am the one who cheated on her, hurt her, and broke her, but that day when she left...it felt as if she wanted to say something but it was left unsaid...and I want to know what it was...I need to know...maybe it is what she is hiding now...and if it is then I needed to find out.