Bad Love

Part Two: Bad Love (47)

Nolan's P.O.V.

Driving as fast as I can I reach the Lawerance's house, punching in the code to open the gates. The guard gave me a weird look stopping my car, he tapped my window gesturing for me to roll it down. Sighing I roll it down, the guard looked at me shocked, "Mr. Evans?"

"Is Ramona inside the house?"I asked, 

"Yes but I am not sure if I am allowed to let you through," He said, 

"Mitchell sent me," I lied, 

The Guard immediately got out of my way and let me through, rolling up my window I parked infront of the house before quickly getting out of the car and ringing the doorbell. I stood infront of the door for a while before ringing the doorbell again but no one came to door. Did she faint again? Starting to slightly panic I wave over to the guard, and he came running over, "Open the door." I demand

"Remy is in there Mr. Evans," He looked at me suspiciously, 

"She isnt coming to the door. She is afraid of storms, please open the door." I say quickly 

The Guard sighed stepping foreward he unlocked the door, "If I may ask Mr. Evans, where is Mr. and Mrs. Lawerance?"

"They are stuck at my house," I said shortly, "Mitchell sent me because..." And stay away from my fucking daughter  "He knows I know how to calm her down," This was the second time I lied tonight...for what? What was this feeling?

"Go ahead," He said curtly, nodding I walked inside shutting the door. The power was out, 

"Remy!" I yelled, "Remy where are you?" 

Silence. 

"Remy!" I yell again, turning my phone's flashlight on I rush upstairs towards her bedroom, barging in I frantically look around. "Ramona!" I pant, 

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I heard her voice snap through the deafening silence. I turn to see her standing in just a towel with her hair soaking wet...the moonlight reflecting off of the water drops on her exposed skin. 

Inhaling sharply, I give her a pointed look, "Do you have any idea how worried I was?"

"Leave." She said bluntly, "You don't need to worry about me." Remy walked into the room. "Mom and Dad are going to be home soon."

"No they are not." I said harshly, "They are stuck at my house due to the storm, they didnt want to drive due to the weather. I snuck out and came here because I remembered that you were scared of storms. I -"

"You remembered?" She looked at me shocked almost mockingly, "Since when did you start paying attention to me, Nolan?"

"Excuse me?"

"What? The truth hurt?" She asked mockingly, 

"Remy,"

"You do know the reason why I didn't show up at your stupid rehearsal dinner was that I have no energy to fight with you but I guess you are in the mood too. Don't pretend to remember shit about me, Nolan. Don't pretend to care about me, or worry about me." Remy turned around holding onto her towel tight, she walked towards me stopping right infront of me. "Because I know deep down you dont give a fuck. I'm not the same Remy you kept using and hurting...I am smarter and more aware. So leave before I call the cops about you breaking and entering my home."

Raising my eyebrow at her I nodd slowly biting the inside of my cheek, "I don't give a fuck?"

"Yeah," She said tilting her head to the side, "You don't give a fuck." Remy smirked, "But you are a great actor. Gotta give your props."

Clenching my jaw I try to control my anger, "Watch it." 

She slightly shook her head no, "Make me,"

Inhaling sharply I grab the back of her head pulling her flush against me hoping to flatter her confidence down a little but she started laughing...Remy stood on her toes our lips were inches away from one another, "Using my body...try something new Nolan. I mean I knew you were a cheater but I never knew that you are so disgusting that you would cheat on your soon-to-be wife with your ex-wife."

Remy lifted her arms up wrapping them around my neck and tugging me closer, "But we were pretty good in bed." She whispered, I felt her towel fall off her body, the only thing that was keeping it up was the space between us. I furrowed my eyebrows, I felt something against my own stomach, a small bump...Did she gain weight? She did look healthier but...the bump felt hard. Remy licked her lips as her eyes fluttered down to my lips...the storm grew louder, I felt her flinch as she heard thunder..."Do you remember how good we made each other feel?" She whispered, what is wrong with her? Remy gently leaned forwards her lips grazed over mine. 

My eyes fluttered shut waiting for her kiss but it never came, laughter followed...Remy's laughter... "I guess we both have talent. I should get some kind of award for my performance that I did just now."

Swallowing harshly I open my eyes to see her leaning against her dresser with her arms crossed with a smug look on her face, trying to hide her shaking body...she was scared but she wasnt showing it. "Did you have fun?" I said roughly, "Playing with me?"

"Please," She scoffed, "I didn't even do anything close to what you have done to me. But yeah I did have fun. So you can leave now."

"Put some clothes on," I say raspily, "Now."

Remy squinted her eyes at me staying firmly at her spot, "My house, my room, my body...who are you to tell me what to do?"

Okay, that is enough.  Clenching my jaw I storm over to her harshly grabbing her face and pulling her towards me, "Drop the attitude Remy, I understand that I hurt you and you hate me for it. But I drove all the way here for you, to see if YOU were okay because-"

"Because I am afraid of storms?" She seethed pulling out of my grip, "How do you know I am afraid of storms? Because I never told you I was. Whenever there was a storm, whenever I was shivering in fear you were never there. So how do you, Nolan?"

"We were together for two years Remy..." I sighed, "I know you,"

Tears glistened in her eyes, "You know me?" She whispered, "That's the problem, Nolan, you only think you know me. You never tried to look inside of me...you never tried to figure out what was going on inside of me because to you I wasn't worth figuring out."

Stepping back I give her space, "Look-"

"Remy!" Mitchell called, What the hell were they doing back here?! Remy looked at me panicked, "Oh fuck," She whispered grabbing my arm she pointed at the window, "Climb out."

I look at her dumfounded, "I am not climbing out the window,"

"Dad will kill you!" She snapped anxiously, 

"Ramona!" He called again, 

"Yeah, dad!" She yelled back, "I just finished showering, ill be down in a second." 

Remy pushed me behind the door, "Stay here, let me just change quickly and head downstairs, and I'll signal when it is safe to leave my room alright?"

I squinted my eyes at her, "I am-" 

"Alright come down, your mother is really worried about you. The weather finally calms down a little."

"Yeah, just let me put on some clothes," Remy replied before slamming the door shut, she inhaled sharply, "Look it's late. Mom and Dad will go to bed soon, as soon as they go to their room I'll help you sneak out of here."

"I am not leaving until we talk Remy,"

She glared at me, "Just stay here." She seethed.  Grabbing some clothes she stormed into the closet quickly changing she brushed past me slamming the bedroom door shut. 

Sighing I sat on her bed, I was going to figure out what she was hiding from me tonight otherwise I will go crazy thinking about it.