welcome to the circus

yes i somehow managed to write a chapter in one day no i dont know how

A/N: ‼ before anything else i just wanted to quickly say that in the 268 ep fastpass that came out today theres sa mention (i think its brief?) and there was no tw. please be careful!! ‼

PLEASE take note that i do not know Shit about anemia. i just know i have it and i do what the doctor tells me. i am attempting to piece together a logical explanation based on what little information entered my brain from what the doctor was telling me. i more than likely failed miserably 

also i Do realize i stopped using the texting styles for everyone. i got tired of formulating it 😭 so either just pretend they all texted like this since the beginning or theyre doing their normal stuff

tw/cw: death/suicidal/dark humor jokes, sexual jokes/references, brief catcalling implication

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Arlo --> Daddy💞
Blyke --> meow meow
Elaine --> Nurse Joy
Evie --> Evie
Holden --> Holden
Isen --> Raticate
John --> boytoy
Remi --> Pinky
Sera --> Sera

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< untitled chat >

[5:51 AM]

boytoy: just accidentally puked out one of my meds
boytoy: i taste blood in the back of my throat
boytoy: thats kinda ironic considering it was an iron pill

Pinky: HUH
Pinky: are you okay????

boytoy: probably not lmfao
boytoy: im like so damn tired beyond belief rn rho so it may just be that someone how im so tired thag my body os to tired to do basic rhings likw swollow my damn meds

Nurse Joy: that is a real thing yk

meow meow: whag the actual fuck are iron pills
meow meow: are u taking steaight up metal???

boytoy: no u dumb bitch ots for my anemia

meow meow: tf is that

boytoy: ugh u dumb qhore
boytoy: i have a medical condition called anemia which means that i have a lower level of iron in my blood than normal

meow meow: what

boytoy: omfg
boytoy: ok so blood has iron in ir right?

meow meow: yes?

boytoy: i have iron deficiency. this makes me anemic.

meow meow: okay..

boytoy: i have anemia. the end. what was so hard ant thay

meow meow: ok ok i thinm i get it now

boytoy: good

Pinky: whats an average iron level then?

Nurse Joy: about 10-30. anything lower than 10 is typically considered anemic. thought different places say different things so dont quote me on that. also there are different versions of anemia. anemia in of itself just means a condition in qhich the person doesnr have enough healthy blood cells. johns specific typw ia iron deficiency anemia

boytoy: ^
boytoy: i have severe anemia bc my hemoglobin level is below 7 🤪

Raticate: wtf is tbat like. gonna cause future problems??

boytoy: idfk man i just do what the doctor tells me

Evie: fair

boytoy: i tend to pass out sometimes bc of it tho 🥰 esp if i donr take my iron pills 😍😍