I hate myself. I keep doing things I should not doing. I keep on escaping tasks I should be doing. I feel discouraged, and I just hate myself that I even told myself "You're a mess, Yssa. How could you be this bad?" I just feel like yesterday I felt motivated, but now? Every words have been lost in my mind. All I know is to cry. I feel like there is no hope in me and I will never overcome these sins. I ALWAYS FAIL AND ALL I COULD SAY IS "What's wrong with me?"
That's what I've been feeling right now, it feels like I couldn't get things right. But, because of God's grace I could still seek His word. He could still open my eyes and show me the way, give me the peace and shower me with love. I know I am not strong, but I could move mountains and fly like an eagle because my God is. I am selfish, but I could love others despite the pain because Jesus chose the nails for me. I am a sinner, but I could be saved because I am not under law, but under grace. I always complain about the things I lack, even though my God is my everything, but the truth is, He chose the unqualified for the tasks, because He wants to show us that it's not all about us, but Him. It's not about our weaknesses, but His strength. It's not about our sins, but His salvation.
I started this anxious, but I will end this motivated.
GOD IS NOT GIVING UP ON YOU. HE IS WAY MAKER, MIRACLE WORKER, PROMISE KEEPER AND LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS. HE CAN AND HE WILL SAVE YOU FROM THOSE CHAINS. HE LOVES YOU AND NOTHING YOU CONFESS CAN MAKE HIM LOVE YOU LESS. <3
Remember, Jesus died while we were still sinners. He doesn't die when we have proven something worthy for His love. HE DIED FOR US WHILE WERE ENEMY. If God died while we failed Him, will He not do it again when we want to break the chains? Repent and even if you get tired repenting, don't ever stop. God will save you.
He doesn't called the God of impossible to not save even the most impossible person.
"Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:" Matthew 7:7 KJV
"For with God nothing shall be impossible." Luke 1:37 KJV
"For when we were yet without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly." Romans 5:6 KJV
"But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." Romans 5:8 KJV
"No matter what lies ahead, God is faithful."
"God is faithful and he will fulfill every promise."
"Never give up on God because he never gives up on you."
-Yssa
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Grace that breaks chains
SpiritualDevotionals, poems, testimonies and prayers. This isn't perfect, but so are we. I write this with God because I can never do things on my own. I cannot assure you that this is all correct because sometimes I make mistakes, but by God's grace I will...
