Torn..

forgotten

Hi- it's been awhile-!! Let me fill you in-

I'm married to Asura but I'm also dating Tenjiryu.

I formed one of Asura's source mates awhile back, ever since then it feels like he has been replacing me.. He never talks to me anymore, he doesn't even look my way. I have been craving just a single fucking hug from him, but he's always with Noya. I miss my husband..

I miss cuddling with him, I miss playing with his hair as he falls asleep I'm my arms, I miss him kissing me on the forehead, I miss everything about him..

And Tenjiryu hasn't been talking to me lately

Am I just obsessive? Possibly..

I was looking for Asura a little while back, like usually, I just wanted to talk to him. BUT OH NO, he's with noya. A day later, I was asking where he was so we could cuddle. he's with noya. I wanted to ask him out on a date for our fucking anniversary. HES WITH NOYA.

I never get a single moment with him now, it's always about Noya. Might as well go fucking marry him instead.

I would do anything just to hold hands with him again, but he's always busy, with noya, he's always hanging out, with noya. it's always about Noya.

"Where's Noya"

"Do you happen to know where Noya is?"

But not ONE FUCKING TIME he has ever asked where I am. He isn't concerned about his "precious songbird", I can't even fucking remember the last time we actual talked to each other.. I can't remember the last time he called me his songbird..

Why couldn't he have held me one last time.

Even his friends started shipping him with Noya. I'm forgotten, he has no use for me anymore, he doesn't love me. Noya has taken my place, if Asura didn't fucking love me anymore he could've divorced me.

I'm not his fucking songbird, NOYA IS. I'm not his husband, NOYA IS. IM NOT ANYTHING TO HIM ANYMORE, NOYA TOOK MY SPOT. ASURA FORGOT ABOUT ME BECAUSE OF NOYA. He usually drinks all of my blood but he called Noyas blood "the only good blood around here"

I'll do whatever it takes to get him back, all in the name of love..

Asura will love me again, no matter what it takes.