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꧁𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏 8꧂

*𑇍𝙨𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 ,𝙫𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚,𑇍*
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"cams coming over if that's ok too." belly asks.

"of course! he will scream when he sees you in that bathing suit!" i say.

"whateverrrrr." belly says as we are in the pool just swimming laps.

"oh hey cam!" belly says jumping out of the pool.

"wait are you leaving me?" i say.

"your on your own now, sorry." belly says holding a towel to her waist.

i frown and just continue to swim laps.

"hey." conrad says putting his feet into the water.

"oh hey." i say.

"what are you doing in alone." he asks.

"belly was here she just left though." i say.

"what's going ok with you and jere." he asks.

"he thinks he's the boss of me." i say

"he loves you melody." he says.

"i know." i say.

"but that's hard for me." he says.

"why is that." i say.

"cause melody i really like you." he says.

i stand in the pool speechless.

he takes his shirt off jumping into the pool

"i want to come swimming if that's ok." he asks.

"y-yeah." i say.

i really needed jeremiah off my mind for a bit. he's been in my mind all my life.

i pull conrad in a kiss.

a nice one, it lasted long.

i jumped in his arms still kissing him.

we pull out of the kiss.

"that was." i say.

"awesome." he says.

"conrad i can't." i say.

"i know." he says.

"you've always loved jeremiah and i know that. just know i'll always love you melody." he says.

i hug conrad. i start crying.

"hey, hey why are you crying, am i that sad?" he says rubbing my back.

"i can't stop thinking about susannah." i say.

"i knew i shouldn't have told you." he says.

"i glad you did conrad." i say.

"let's get out before we fill the pool with tears." conrad says.

he hands me my towel and we sit on the couch outside.

"you know if you ever need to talk i'm here." he says.

"you too." i say.

"i also really sorry." i say.

"oh uh forget about it. i knew you wouldn't ever like me. your way to good for me melody" he says.

i felt so bad. he was always there for me when jeremiah wasn't there, he's cared and kept me safe from any danger, he always chose good choices for me and he was always right.

"conrad i- i want to but i can't." i say.

"melody it's fine. i'll always love you in every way, your like my little sister." he says.

i giggle at his words. he thought of me as a little sister? that's super cute.

"hey-melody are you alright- what's going on here?" jeremiah says hugging me.

i forgot that i was mad at him and hugged him tightly. i began to drop more tears.

"what is going on?" he asks still holding on to me.

"i-i just found out i can't play volley ball anymore. they said i can't play since i'm not good." i say lying. i mean i wasn't technically but i still was.

"oh my god melody i'm really sorry." jeremiah says.

"but why are you crying conrad." jeremiah asks.

"i broke up with my girlfriend." conrad says.

"you and nicole weren't even that close." jeremiah says.

"im still sad." conrad says.

"did she break up with you?"jeremiah says.

"n-no." conrad says.

"then why?" jeremiah says

"cause i messed up." conrad says.

"how." jeremiah says.

"i'm not telling you every detail. fuck." conrad says.

"what's your problem." jeremiah says.

"stop asking questions." conrad says.

"i'm just looking out for you man-" jeremiah says getting pushed mid sentence.

jeremiah gets pushed into the pool.

"what the fuck man?" jeremiah says.

"conrad, what was that for?" i say with a mad voice.

he gives me a mad face and walks away fast and slams the door behind him.

"holy shit, i don't even know what that was for." i say helping jeremiah out of the pool.

"here." i say handing him my towel.

"thanks." he says.

"i'm sorry." he says.

"no, i'm sorry." i say.

"i boss you around too much, your, your own person i shouldn't be bossing you around." he says.

"i get mad too easily i shouldn't have gotten mad for that dumb reason." i say.

"no well i shouldn't have-" he says.

i start to laugh mid sentence.

"what????" he says laughing too.

"we're both sorry ok?" i say.

"fine ok." he says.

"you can date anyone melody i don't care." he says.

"i think you do jeremiah." i say.

"what? no i don't." he says giving me a little giggle.

"meet me at the beach tonight ok? i want to give you something." i say.

"why not nowwwww." he says.

"jere-" i say.

"alright ok, fine." he says.

"o-wait here's your towel." he says.

"keep it." i say.

i run into the house going up to my room.

"thanks?" he says with a confused smile but not mad at all.

"good mood now." belly says coming into my room with a mad face.

"w-what?" i say.

"i saw u kiss conrad." she says.

"i've loved him forever you know that." she says.

"i-i know, nothing is even going on- wait aren't you with cam?" i say.

"no, he watched me watch you kiss conrad he got mad and left, that's all you fault." she says.

"how is that my fault, you watched us, that's creepy. and that doesn't even mean you guys broke up." i say.

"whatever melody." she says walking out of my room slamming the door.

why do i make everyone mad. every move or word i do and say ruins one thing and it just keeps happening.

i just can't wait for tonight.