𝗜𝗺𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 ✔ 𝗚𝘅𝗚

21

i sighed in content as anabelle rubbed my hair. i laid her in arms as we cuddled in her bed. i looked up at her from her arms and she looked back down at me.

"i like you."

she smiled.

"i mean... i like you a lot." i continued, "you mean a lot to me and it'll hurt if i lose you. over the past month and a half, we've grown close to each other and we've even made it official as girlfriends. no one has ever done what you have done to me, touch me nor make me feel things like this. sexual and non-sexual."

the smile stayed on her face as she stared at me in adoration.

"i want to stay like this forever. me in your arms, just moments like these. i want to take care of you, too, anabelle. it's going to make me feel pathetic and bad if i don't. you spend your money on me 24/7 and i don't do anything. im not saying that i hate it but it's unfair to you."

"i want to give you something, too, you know? love, yes, that you can get from me. i don't have money like you do and i won't take your money and use it on you because what's the sense in that? its just like digging for someone's gold. you find it and then you give it to them and they give you a penny. it's their money but you're just on it."

"i am digging for your gold-"

"shut up!" i smacked her, "my point is, i love you. i know we're just two months in the relationship but it feels like forever and i want you, anabelle. body on body, soul on soul, everything. i want all of you, not just sexually but physically and mentally - if that makes sense. i want to see the weird part of you, the clingy part of you, the angry side of you, the good side of you, the soft side of you, all of you."

"you wont see me soft-"

"anabelle!" i smacked her once more, "can you shut up? stop making this sexual." i whined and she laughed, "i just want you to know that i love you so much and you mean a lot to me."

anabelle looked at me and tilted her head down at me, "i wanted to make that speech." she pouted.

"well too bad, belle. i beat you to it." i pecked her lips, "it's okay if you don't feel the same way for me as yet. i will give you time."

belle smiled.

"you're so naive, baby. did you not just hear what i just said? i wanted to make that speech," she quotes herself.

"oh," i muttered.

"i love you too, delilah. so much," anabelle pecked my lips, "and you don't have to give me anything other than your love, baby."

"but what if i want to?"

"then i won't accept it. plus, where you gonna get the money?" she teases.

"i'll sell my body." was the first thing that came to mind and anabelle clenched her jaw at my response and gripped my jaw.

"don't fuck with me, delilah."

"im just kidding," i rushed out and anabelle tilted her head.

"you better be."

i pecked her lips and got up out of bed and head to the bathroom, stripping from my clothes. i went and closed the bathroom door with the lock, making sure anabelle didn't come in and see me naked. even though we did things, im still not comfortable with her seeing my body unclothed as yet.

i started to full the tub with warm water and dropped some lavender scented soaps in the tub. after it was finished fulling up, i dipped my toes in and sighed in content.

i stepped in the water and laid down, relaxing as the water.

fifteen minutes in the bath, i heard the door being knocked on.

"baby?" anabelle called out in worry, "are you okay? why is the door locked?" the lock rattled a bit.

"im okay, belle. im just in the bath."

"and you locked the door because...?"

"because," i simply replied.

i heard her footsteps retracting from the door and then they came back. the lock on the door spun and anabelle opened the door.

"you cant lock me out of a room in my own house, baby." she said, leaning on the door and i pushed myself down in the water more.

"shoo. dont look at me." i muttered and anabelle looked at me in amusement and chuckled.

"alright then. i'll go and prepare something for us to eat."

i nodded and she left the bathroom, pulling up back the door.