dec 24, 2021
i was looking at the window, the snow fall today were much thicker than yesterday. obviously i can't go out, it's kinda dangerous for me to do so.
ting!
i received a notification. i checked it and it was a text from beomgyu.
beomgyu : hi
me : hi
beomgyu : can i have a sleepover at
yours tonight?
me : y?
beomgyu : my parents need to standby
at the er tonight
me : it's christmas eve isnt it?
beomgyu : they r a bit unfortunate
tis year, their duty schedule is
clashing
me : i'll confirm with mom
beomgyu : sure thanks!!
i was in hesitant. should i just lie? but pity him.
still i asked mom and she asked me back with whether i will be okay with it. she looked worried. i just gave her a nod to assure her.
eventhough i got rejected, i should at least have an empath to let him stay. everyone deserves to celebrate their christmas happily.
i texted him back with :
me : mom said yes
beomgyu : will arrive asap (by stayc)
;))
am i doing a right decision? am i stupid for making this decision??
i hope it won't be awkward.
why the more i want to move on, the more he appeared? isn't he always 24/7 by your side? funny when i reminded of that, it's true. i sighed. i just need to accept the fact that he is just going to be my friend. why is it so hard for me to digest it?
