The end

29. I'd do it all over again

Prakriti's pov:

I was turning side to side in my bed but still struggling to fall asleep. I turned on the bedside lamp. I gathered all the courage that I could to get up. I got out of my room and went towards his. I slightly opened the door and toon a peek. He was sleeping like a baby with his mouth open. I smiled at his expression. I sat on the bed beside him caressing his hairs.

Prakriti: Do you know how much I'm gonna miss you? You might wonder why. It's cause I know we'll never be the same again. When I saw the way your eyes shone everytime you talked about her I just knew she was someone whom I could never replace. She held a place in your heart that's irreplaceable. I don't want her place I just want a little place of mine in that heart of yours. You don't have to love me back just stay by my side forever. I promise I'll never stop loving you. Sometimes I wish I never fell for you. I wish you were just a friend to me. I wish I could stop you. But I can't hold back someone who wasn't ever mine. But I'd still bury all my emotions and fake a smile for you. I broke my heart to make yours happy. And I'd do it all over again if I need to. All I want is for you to be happy even if I have to pay my whole life for it. I want you to find all the happiness that you deserve even if it's not with me. I love you and that's all I really know. I hope she'll love you the way I wished to do.
A tear rolled down my cheeks as I those words left my mouth. I placed a kiss on his cheeks before I stopped all the storming emotions inside of me.