Dear diary || Book 2 ✓

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Dear diary,

I broke me and haneul's promise. I started locking myself again in my room, with only unhealthy food for days. I started sh again, after being free for quiet sometime now. I think I'm depressed. Jimin hasn't been the same, and the members sure are a part of it. Today was haneul's birthday. We face timed for a few hours and talked about a lot of things. Now that she isn't a therapist, I didn't tell her about how I've been. Well, I did, but I lied. I told her I'm doing really well and she somewhat believed me. I think she is happy, she kept telling me about her work. Yeah, she is really happy. And by ruining her mood by my stupid rant, I'll blame myself. I can't annoy her anymore. I just want her to have her great time. I don't want to ruin everything for her. I'm just happy she is there. I believe we'll always be friends, good ones.

-yoongi.