Pleasing You

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how much can you remember in a go?
i remember monochromatic yesterdays
and unrhymed poems, we left there, right?
i never tried fixing rhymes though.
i remember when I didn't read maths
i remember pleasing my maths teacher for
he crawled over me
as if i was the smoothest road he ever took
he stayed for long, long enough to be remembered forever, leaving a bald tyre
worn down~
i remember how all the futures i thought i'd have was crushed and i wished the sky to swallow me, i remember thinking about everything that was wrong w me
I remember in all my life, all i did was moving out, moving away
i remember my mother gifting me a photograph that i kept beneath the lamp,
forever is a myth, we're a million miles apart now and i am the one who distanced
i remember you even though i hate you said 'looks'
i remember every moment where i tried pulling off the trigger
to myself and there's something that stop
it says, it's alright- you're already dead

how much can you remembered in a go?
she's a blackhole, whatever goes inside never comes back.

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