collage roommates (hyunlix)

18 • apologize

Felix pov
it was the next day and I got ready to go to hyunjin's house , I wore a vest that he gave me and put it on top of a white shirt , I got some white pants from the closet and wore it too.

did my hair and went to the kitchen to grab some bronzes from the fridge, i got a bag and put some shit I needed , for example- makeup just incase I end up crying ruining the makeup that was covering my freckles, the ferret plush, phone ofc and etc

I took my keys and drove off , few minutes later I arrived at his house , sometimes I forget that his house is giant , I rang the doorbell and yeji opened the door "hi Felix" she said with no emotion "hey yeji! what's wrong?" I said with a worried tone "yeji and I were trying to get hyunjin out of his room , but ofc HE DIDNT" riki came and yelled the last part "still upset?" I said placing the brownies on the kitchen counter and riki and yeji nodded with sighing "we tried getting him out the whole morning but he didn't even make a noise , he might be ignoring us or sleeping" yeji said.

"we feel sad for him but THIS IS JUST FUCKIBG RIDICULOUS" yeji yelled making sure hyunjin could her it , "we barely got any sleep off hyunjin didn't cause he was fucking breaking down , ok that sounded a bit rude" riki said realizing what he said and I chuckle

"now I realize now dramatic that man is" yeji's says and another voice speaks up from the stairs "u are too remember" it was hyunjin.

"HYUNJIN!" yeji and riki says while running to hug  him , hyunjin noticed I was here and just stared at me , there was a lot of tension between us so I was a bit anxious, "hyunjin can we talk please?" I saw softly and he nods

we both walk to his room and sit down , he sat on a chair while I sat on the edge on his bed looking away from him , "hyunjin I'm really sorry." I say and pause "go on" he says in a mad tone

"hyun I'm sorry..like really sorry , after I heard what you almost did I felt guilty. I really don't wanna lose you but I know you won't forgive that easily but I had to say if now." I say and he keeps quiet "if you don't forgive me it's ok. I can just leave if you want and I don't bother you again" I say and glace at him who is looking away

I felt tears flowing from my face and I stood up and walked away slowly, I closed the door and looked if anyone was there , no one.

I took my makeup from my bag and went to the bathroom , I was about to put it but I stopped , I felt more tears coming out and I sat on the floor , I leaned my head to the door and let the remaining tears flow out of my eyes

I knew I already lost him. I shouldn't have let my angry out on him or this wouldn't have happened.

I sat up and didn't even bother fixing my makeup , I stood up and opened the door to be suddenly hugged. I was stunned cause the person was hyunjin.

"H-hyunjin?" I whisper and i start to hear sobs "felix please don't leave me. I forgive you but please don't leave.." he says between sobs , I smile and hug him back "of course I'm not going to leave hyun , I'm happy your ok" I say as he buries his head into my neck , I rub his head and kiss his cheek lightly.

we stay like that for a while and he lets go , I caress his cheek gently removing the tears from his face ,I lean to pepper kisses on his face , first his cheeks then his forehead , his jawline , his chin , his nose , the small mole under his eye and lastly his lips

I cupped his face and he holds my waist , we let go and we stare into each others eyes , suddenly I get attack by a bear hug , I smile and hug back "I love you hyunjin." I say and he chuckles "I love you too baby"

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this made me feel so single istg 😭