chapter 1

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"micks! wake the fuck up!" a deep voice yelled out
"noo i don't want to" i replied back in a drowsy voice as i tuck myself back into my comfy bed
"stop being a little baby and get your ass up and  out of this bed" my dad replied yanking the duvet of my body leaving me shivering.

"please please just give me 5 minutes" i was practically begging the guy, i swear i could never be a morning person.

"okay okay just hurry it up, our flight starts at 12 you have 2 hours to get ready before we gotta leave and head to the airport" and with that he left the room and i closed my eyes, pulling the covers back on.
god, i'm gonna miss this bed.

i barely have anything left in london , i mean i had a fine ass boyfriend well that was until i caught him and kenza doing it in his bed.  they really had the AUDACITY to sleep with each other behind my back,really, like kenzas my best freind she hated cench but i guess that was a just a front and really she was just trying to get into his pants. now that i've dropped them two the only people i have left really are my dad, david and his brother storms and now i'm going to leave all 3 of them.

when cench left me i was so upset i used david as my rebound for a night . it was so good but since then i told him that i wasn't looking for a relationship and we continued just being freinds. id be lying if i said there wasn't something still there but i can't, not yet anyways.

"it's been 5 minutes micky"
micky, i love that nickname although my dad is in the life he still found time for me and still found his way to show me love. i'm really gonna miss him
i got up out of my bed and wrapped my hands around my dads chest and dipped my head into his neck

"i'm really gonna miss you"
"me too princessa but you know that right now i can't afford to lose you cause of my life, i will visit when i can i love you"

i felt a tears prick onto my skin and then i just lost it crying my eyes out

"i love you too, promise me you'll be safe and make sure to look after yourself" a chuckle left my lips as i thought about how stupid i probably look right now
"mouse, i'll be okay just make sure you look after yourself" emphasis on the last word

i knew what he met by that. when i found out cench cheated i didn't leave my bed for 2 days not to eat or even to go to the toilet. the only reason i got out after that was cause my dad carried me out throwing me over his shoulder , in front of the table and putting me down onto the sofa to eat. that was the worst week of my life. i was at my bed thinking of all the memories and how we were in love, why would he do that to me, was i not pretty enough, did he even ever love me. memories and questions kept playing over my head. the only way to shut them out was to grab the blade and place it onto my arms slicing and slicing till there was nothing but blood to left to see.

"okay come on you have to get ready, i'm coming with you to freeridge for 2 days to get u settled in and then im gonna come back so we have a few days to say our goodbyes" he said and followed with a kiss onto my forehead

i got up and headed to my closet to search for an outfit something comfortable but also cute cause the goal is to be everyone's airport crush

i got up and headed to my closet to search for an outfit something comfortable but also cute cause the goal is to be everyone's airport crush

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after i got dressed i went over to my glam table and put on a minimal make up look.

after i'd finished i heard a knock at the door

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after i'd finished i heard a knock at the door. excitedly i jumped up and shouted " I GOT IT" i swung the door open to see david and storms standing looking all sad and shit .

david reached his hands around my waist and pulled me close, sniffing into my hair and then he lost it balling his eyes out.
i hated this and i can't even cry otherwise my make up would ruin.

then he finally let go and storms went into hug me.
"we're really gonna miss you, make sure you never forget us"
how could i ever forget them storms was basically a older brother to me and david was an amazing freind that deeply loved me, in ways even more than a friend. i'm really gonna miss these idiots
"ofc not"

after a few minutes of crying we were finally ready to leave
"come on kiddo" my dad said as i followed behind him with david clinging onto my arm and storms hand on my head gently rubbing my hair
" hey, your ruining my hair"
he put his hands up in defence
"hey i'm sorry"

then he bend down lower and put his mouth near my ear
"now that your gonna be gone, imma have to look after his depressed ass" he whispered pointing over to david who's hands were gripping into my arm like he didn't wanna let go
i chuckled at the sight, he was always so clingy, i love him

once we got to the car we all said our goodbyes
"i love you mick, imma never forget you"
"i love you to dave, imma never let you leave my mind. hey make sure to text and call me but make it snapchat" i say before turning to stormy

"and you too storms, make sure you take care of yourself and david, oh and make sure to visit okay"
"ofc" was the last thing he said before planting a kiss on my forehead and slowly closing the door

"BYEE" was the last thing i said as we took off. i peeped my head into the the side mirror watching them wave me off

im really gonna miss them

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