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11 |∆ confession

As K came closer , i tried to hit him  .

''Whoa , fiesty .Aren't you ?'' he said .He came ever closer and smelled my nape . ''Sweet , very sweet '' he said as he flushed his body against mine .No , this can't happen  , with all my energy i kicked him and  made a run for my room . This is dangerous , i can't control my pherhormones .

My pherhormones won't stop, my temperature's up . It's not the time for my heat yet . I-i it's hurt so much down there

That's when i remember what Chan-hyung said ,''Jungwon as you were taking pheromones inhibiting medicine , your intense heat may become a side effect . It will not come as long as you aren't forced to unwanted pherhormones ''

I buried my head in the pillow, I took medicine but the pain it's not going away .I lowered my pants and underwear , i am hard

I touched myself down there , Jay's face popped up  in my mind . His hands , his smile everything  . I  was reminded , on my first heat , his touch here . I came ,

That's when realization hit me i came thinking of him . ''Jay ,No way . For him -'' . My heat didn't go down  i was jerking off  again and again , but it's not helping .

Around a hour later , i heared a knock . '' Jungwon , are you okay ?'' 

It's Jay , no he can't come in now . I am in heat , i will attack him . I can't do this to him , he's already doing so much for me .

''Jungwon, Did K touch you ? '' , he sounded angry . ''Your pherhormone smell was coming off him , Are you okay ?'' he said

''i am sorry , i couldn't protect  you from him . I am sorry . I am so sorry ''  , he said . '' can i help you ? , i don't know what he did to you , how much he  did , I am so sorry . I don't want you to suffer . This is my fault i shouldn't have left you alone '', he said from the door .

''The thought of him touching you , its making my blood boil '' he said .

I went toward  the door with my unstable legs ,tears in my eyes.

''why are you apologizing ,u don't need to feel guilty for something u haven't done  . I am always the getting help at the end , freeloading here at your house  '' , i said .

''It's not like that , i want to help you '' he said

''I  don't want your help  , cause you are just doing them out of pity '', i am just angry cause i am the one having feeling for him , and he's ready to do all for me as i am so pathetic  .

''I am not doing them out of pity , i did them cause i wanted to . LIsten jungwon i like you , i liked you for 2 years , you don't judge how is my feelings , okay !'', he said .

I opened  the door ,with the sudden exposure of my pherhormones he shuddered . ''Jungwon, your heat -''.

''So are you sure it's not P-pity ?'', i asked him . ''He ressured me as he hugged me .

[NEXT CHAPTER ] -SPICY +  SPICY

[bed scenes]

[Dont hate on K,  i just wanted to include him even as a villain . He's my bias in TT]