Maya And Carina 💛( ONE)

I will remember

THREE WEEKS LATER...
Thursday October 21 st 2014

CARINA was in a coma,

11h47
Amelia: she's going to be fine, just remember that she will have nightmares about this for a while, just reassure your children that their momma will be back to her normal self soon,
Lorenzo: when is momma going to be her normal bubbly self?
Amelia: she will be soon...
She needs to get lots of rest okay.
Maya: Okay thank you Amelia.
Amelia: no problem. I'll come back to check on her in two hours and we're going to do a CT Scan to see if everything is okay .
Maya: okay.
** Chloe, Violet and Scarlett are next to carina, Chloe is having her hair braided by Carina **
Carina: Chloe baby, stop moving or I'll have to start your braid over...
Violet: look momma, I have plane... ** She lifts up and down the toy airplane making it fly**
Lorenzo: I just wished we never had the accident mommy.I want her back....
Maya: we all do... when should we be ready to take carina home?
Amelia: uh four days max.
Maya: okay . Wait Carina, what did you just say?
Carina: I said Chloe stop moving....
Why?
**Carina keeps saying under her breathe **
Carina you have three beautiful daughters..

Amelia: but I'm not too worried, she said Chloe's name right? So that's 33% of her beautiful girls that she remembers.
Maya: okay, but what is the possibility that she never does?
Amelia: they are very very slim chances...

Andrew: I'll

Violet: momma's brain broken ?
Scarlett: momma hurt pretty bad...
Maya chuckles
Ohhh Scarlett, auntie Amelia fixed momma's brain, she's going to be fine.
Maya: Chloe is our oldest, she is four, going to be five on December 14 th. Then we had twin girls who are one and a half. They were born on
Carina: March 28 th 2013 at 18h22 and 18h42.
Maya: yes that's right.
Chloe: hi momma it's me Chloe.
Carina: hi Chloe...I'm Carina...
Chloe: I know.
This is Violet and this is Scarlett.
Carina: hi Babies. I want to remember every one of them...
** she uncontrollably sobs **

Amelia: you were in a accident, three weeks ago, you will remember them. Slowly but surely...do you remember what happened on September 30 th 2014?
Carina : I distinctly remember that we were going to drop Lorenzo off at school because he missed the bus, and don't work until nine thirty today, so We drove him , we said have a good day and that we will see each other later today and then I remember looking at him , being so proud of our son, then it's all a blur
I'm soooo sorry bambina...

I really

Maya: babe it was not your fault.
we don't have anything to worry about okay. Your momma loves you sooooooo much Lorenzo, she loves Chloe, and Violet and Scarlett sooooo much. You guys are the reason why she gets up every morning.
Chloe: you forgot you mommy. You know mommy loves you right?
Maya: yeah... uhhh I know...

7h30
**Maya shook Carina's whole body until she wakes up **
Carina woke up crying and sobbing

What have I done?

Maya: babe Lorenzo is fine. All the children are totally fine. he is eating breakfast with Chloe, Violet and Scarlett , with your brother, I came up to check on you.
Babe what happened?
**Carina couldn't comprehend what happened... she stares at her wife like she's just seen a ghost and completely shaken up **

I ...... don't.....
I'm.... In ... shock.

**Maya lays in bed with Carina and rubs her hands on her back ...
Everything is fine.
Carina: I want to see him bambina. I need to see him, all of my children, please...
Maya: yeah okay. LORENZOOOOOOOOOO ! Girlllllllllssssss .
Lorenzo: Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat mommy?
Maya: come up here please. Everyone come in our room for a few second.
** Lorenzo,Chloe, Andrew carrying both twins upstairs to his big sister **
Maya: okay guys, I want you to go near momma,
Carina: I need to feel everyone, ** she puts her hands up straight, waiting to feel each of her children **
Maya: I know. Okay  here's Chloe.
Carina: ohhh my precious little girl Chloe lovey,
Chloe: momma are you okay?
Carina: right now I have no idea my love. I hope I will be.
Maya: see Chloe is here alive and everything.
**Carina taking a few deep breathes**
Okay, next one please.
Andrew: hi carina, here's both of your precious baby girls. Violet on the left, and Scarlett on the right.
Carina : okay....
Violet : momma scaring me.
**Carina could feel tears coming down her cheeks but she focused on her beautiful baby girls **
Scarlett: hi momma, it's me Scarley, please come back to us
Maya: baby see will, she had a ——
** Violet and Scarlett begin to cry**
Carina: I'm so confused bambina..
Maya: I know my love, it's totally normal, Amelia said you will have little to very minimal damage and your memory will come back
Carina: I want to go home... now...

Violet: but momma is not acting like momma...
Scarlett: yeah she never like dis.
Andrew: I know girls, You don't have to worry or be scared of momma. She loves you all four of you.
Lorenzo: momma, I'm here. You didn't kill me... you didn't kill anyone..
Carina : yes I did buddy. Your sisters...I'm soooo sorry, please please forgive me...
Lorenzo: momma, stop . They were not in the car.
Carina: Maya... who is Violet and who is Scarlett?
Maya: they are our identical twins my love, Violet is on the left side of you and Scarlett is on the right side of you.
Carina: okay, how do we manage to tell them apart?
Maya: we manag. Baby, you were better than me, to tell them apart. Can you tell me who Chloe is?
Carina: yes she's our oldest daughter, she's right here, has shoulder length beautiful blonde hair, like gold locks.
Maya: yes that's right. And can you tell me which one of our twins am I holding in my arms right now?

** maya had to change both girls from their purple and red dress because they had a potty emergency and umm they are now both in their blue romper made from Jean material... **
Carina: what if I can never tell our twins apart Anymore ? They are going to think im a horrible momma. ** she starts crying **
Maya : ohhh it's okay baby, shhhhh . See it's tricky now because I had to change their outfits and these romper dresses were the only ones we had in their diaper bag. But Violet is a little taller than Scarlett. And Scarlett has longer hair then Violet. Just by an inch or two.
Carina: ohhhh kaaaayyyy.
Violet: that's wrighy . See? I taller .
Scarlett: and my wair is wonger then Vivi's wair.
Carina: I feel like a terrible momma I'm sorry girls I will get better soon and I will be able to tell you apart.
Violet: it's okay momma.
Scarlett: we know. Auntie Amelia fixed your bwain.
Carina: well... it's never going to be like it was before...
Maya: ohhh baby, she said she's not too worried about that. You will be able to come back to work in a month or after Christmas break.
Carina: I prefer after Christmas break.
Maya: that's totally fine....
Carina: I love you all so much. Kiss me please.
Maya: oh definitely.
** Maya kisses Carina several times **
Carina: I love you so much bambina.
Maya: I love you too my love.
Carina and maya: I love you and choose you forever