Maya And Carina 💛( ONE)

Letting it all out

Wednesday August 21 st 2015
Evening
19h42
**Carina is holding baby Alexander**

Carina: hrmmmk , I don't want us to fight Bambina,  so I m going to let this slide because i fucking love you with all of my body and soul, but may I express my feelings for a little bit?
Maya: yes of course my love!
Carina: okay, so I guess it all changed when we had kids , but every time you leave the house to go to work, I noticed everything you are wearing in case I get a phone call telling me something bad happened to you,  every phone call you and I have a I often fear that it might be the last one ever. What if i answer the phone and it's not You on the end of the line, And other horrendous thoughts like these!

Maya: I ... Im sooo sorry,
Carina: I know, I would never make you change your career, but I'm nervous about you going into burning buildings ** she has uncontrollable tears coming down her face**
I don't want to raise our kids alone because you died on duty , I know you are incredibly careful, but it's a feeling I never could brush off
Maya: okay... ** she comes closer to her wife and little newborn son , gives them a hug **
Shhhhhh , it's okay, I never knew you felt that way,
Carina: that's cause I never told you, until now, because I want you to be there with me raising our two wonderful intelligent sons and three amazing and incredible intelligent daughters with me !
Maya: I guess I never thought about HOW incredibly dangerous my job actually is ... obviously I knew that being a firefighter was dangerous, cause fire ! But hearing you say you are constantly worried about me , really really—- no one has ever cared that much about me , until I met you my love, but I love my job !
Carina: I know you do , Bambina, that's why I never told you how I really felt, but I couldn't hold it inside anymore,
Maya: I don't know what to do,
Carina: that wasn't me telling you to quit,
Maya: yeah I know my love, but I guess I could do some paper work or desk duty ... and a few calls here and there!
Carina: but I don't want you to hate me or be miserable at work because of me !
Maya: ohhh babe ! You and the kids are the reason why I'm still alive! And I do want to keep it that way!
Carina: are you sure? Cause I won't be able to look at myself or you knowing deep down that I made you do desk duty stuff, I really won't be able to Bambina!
Maya: No it's okay babe ! I am fine with that, if it means I get to come back home to my extremely hot and sexy wife and five adorable and very well mannered children, then that's all I care about, and I'd do like one or two actual fire fighting a month!
Carina: okay yeah, I'm good with that! Thank you for doing this for us Bambina!
** They kiss each other several times **

20h20
Chloe: everything good moms?
Maya; yes momma and I are good now and I'm sorry I haven't been able to spend time with you all but that's going to change soon.
Lorenzo; ohhh I'm glad you guys are not fighting anymore, momma, Violet keeps climbing on the toy box and I keep telling her no but she doesn't listen!
Carina: okay thank you buddy! Come violet , it's time for a bath !
**Maya whispers to her older kids **
We are going to put Vivi and Scarley to bed and then we can watch a movie just the four of us, how does that sound?
Lorenzo: really??
Carina: yeah! But not a word cause it's getting late and they are only two years old,

**Lorenzo and Chloe both agreed **
Lorenzo: Vivi , you heard momma! It's time for a bath !
Violet: but I no want to momma!
Carina: ahhh ! I know you don't but you have to baby! You played outside today and you were hot , so now it's time for a nice bath !
Scarlett: mommy can we have bubbles in our bath?
Maya: bubbles ? Of course you can !
Violet gasps I want bubbles too momma!
Carina: ohhh don't worry my little picolona you will have bubbles too ! Cause you are going in with Scarlett !
Violet: yayyyy ! ** she claps her little hands together **

20h40
Carina and Maya are laying down on the couch with Chloe and Lorenzo and the kids wanted to watch "Encanto" therefore they did!

22h10
Carina: that was a fun movie huh?
Chloe: yesss ! I can finally tell my friends that I finally watched it!
Maya: ahhh ! Well that's good!
Lorenzo: fun movie? NAAH ' it was AMAZING!!
Carina: babe you know what we have to do ?
Maya : Go to bed?
Carina: yeah , but I was thinking, since we have all of our Children and we are not having any more, we should do a family photoshoot? No ?

Maya: ohhh that's an excellent idea babe! We can look it up online who does home family portrait!

23h
Carina: okay, so Alex is about to wake up for another feed , so I'll get my laptop and we can look for a professional photographer to come here!
Maya: and we can do it every year!
Carina: excellent idea Bambina'
** Carina goes downstairs to get her laptop and as she comes back upstairs, she just has time to give Maya her laptop and Alexander is right on schedule **

Carina: here Bambina!
Maya: thank you my love!
**Alexander is crying and fussing **

Carina: shhhhhh bambino , it's okay, momma is here!
**She sits up straight against the bed frame with several pillows on her back and unstrapped her nursing bra and begins nursing**
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THE NEXT WEEKEND!

Saturday September 3 rd 2015

FAMILY PHOTOSHOOT DAY !!

6h39
**Carina is breastfeeding Alex . **
Babe I'm sooooo excited for the family photoshoot , I hope the kids are going to co operate with the photographer!
Maya : yeah I'm also excited!! I'm sure they will cooperate!
** Maya and Carina both planned on everyone wearing matching outfits for the perfect family picture, they also have other outfits **

Maya: what time is the photographers are coming over?
Carina: uh I think around 10h30 !