The 5 Elements

Chapter 7:

Walks over to the windows and smiles a bit, before throwing them open letting fresh air in stepping outside looking around as I lean against my balcony. Closes my eyes breathing in and out, starts softly singing 'outside looking in by Jordan Pruitt'

'You don't know my name

you don't know anything about me

I try to play nice

I want to be in your game

The things that you say

You may think I never hear about them

But word travels fast

I'm telling you to your face

I'm standing here behind your back'

Glances to the doors, that leads to my room as I am running my fingers through my hair, sighing softly to myself turns back to the view in front of me.

'You don't know how it feels

To be outside the crowd

You don't know what it's like

To be left out

And you don't know how it feels

To be your own best friend on the outside looking in'

Walks to the door and places my hand on it leaning against it, closing my eyes thinking about Tyson.

'If you could read my mind

You might see more of me than meets the eye

And you've been all wrong

Not who you think I am

You've never given me a chance'

Thinks back to his girlfriend throwing herself on him then kissing him right in front of me as my voice starts to crack with emotion.

'You don't know how it feels

To be outside the crowd

You don't know what it's like

To be left out

And you don't know how it feels

To be your own best friend on the outside looking in'

Practically throws myself at the railing and grips it tightly in my hands, throws my head back singing my heart out, looking up at the sky.

Well, I'm tired of staying at home

I'm bored and all alone

I'm sick of wasting all my time

Thinks back to when I was walking away and Tyson followed me the first time, my body feeling hot as I let out all of my emotions into the song.

'You don't know how it feels

To be outside the crowd