~𝕭𝖗𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖓 𝖒𝖎𝖗𝖗𝖔𝖗𝖘~ || Punznap

Part 6

I'm currently on the bus and it's to early for my brain to function but meh-
TW: internalized homophobia, Bullying
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It's had been a few weeks since since Punz and sapnap "broke up" and they were taking it very differently. Punz was now on the football team and had gotten a super hot girlfriend, except he didn't think so no matter how much he tried to convince himself that he didn't love sapnap and that he hated the raven he was always proved otherwise when he walked by. He couldn't help but feel an overwhelming guilt from yelling at his childhood friend but he knew he had to move on, because the sapnap that was walking through the halls wasn't his sapnap anymore. Now Sapnap had never been prone to change if anything he hated it. He spent most of his time at home high or drunk and if he was at school he would skip in the bathroom and smoke, anytime he saw. No sensed Punz he would turn and walk away he always kept his eyes on the ground in fear of looking up and seeing Luke the boy he grew up with and loved so dearly dating the cheer captain, surrounded by the people that chase him in the hall and bully him. He hated Luke

At least that's what he told himself.

Crack.

Nick was walking in he hall towards the bathroom minding his own business when he was suddenly grabbed and pulled in to the bathroom and the nearest stall, time stopped when he saw the blonde he thought maybe Punz was apologizing, maybe they would be able to make up, maybe things would get better. Buy the never do, atleast not here. When sapnap was finally able to understand what was happening to other boys were forcing Nicks head in to the toilet while Punz flushed it not letting sapnap up until he almost passed out. As soon as they let go sapnap pulling his head up leaning against the wall of the stall to dizzy to stand up, to dizzy to say anything but he didn't need to for Punz to regret it. Punz looked down a slightly smirk on his face until he saw Sapnap, in tears shaking on the bathroom floor pulling his knees to his chest. The other boys walked out leaving Punz and sapnap. Together.

Punz leaned down taking off his hoodie handing it to Sapnap. But sapnap didn't take it he smacked the hoodie out of his hand and glared at him "no. You don't get to play the good guy anymore Luke. You had the chance and you failed, you left me alone crying in a janitor closet" he frowned wiping his face trying to get the tears and toilet water out of his eyes. Luke scoffed picking up his hoodie "well it's not my fault that I had to do something because you were stressing me the fuck out!" sapnap frowned looking up at Punz, he didn't recognize this person anymore. Nor did he want to sapnap turned away completely avoid eye contact breaking down in tears and hyperventilating after being held under water is not your friend. Sapnap leaned over passing out Punz catchin him before he fell carrying him to a different stall, the biggest on laying sapnap down on his lap playing with his hair, no matter what they went through Punz always found sapnap so beautiful, but it wasn't until now it really hit Punz that he had just lost his best friend and the love of his life because he was trying to push him in to figure out who he was. "None of this was saps fault it was mine.."
Luke looked down tears starting to swell in his eyes as he pulled sapnap up hugging him tightly sobbing.

Crack.

After a while sapnap woke up sitting up looking at Punz but he didn't say anything he just stood up and walked out going back to his house and laying down crying, why was this happening to him. He sat up taking off the hoodie he was wearing. Luke's hoodie. He threw it in the bag full of punz's stuff dragging it downstairs to take to Punz opening the door and finding a bouquet of flowers by his front door, daisies and tulips. They were his favorite flowers, he used to grow them in a garden back when he was a child, but only one person knew that. Sapnap grabbed the flowers setting them in a vase full of water staring at it tears filling his eyes, he swiped his arm across the counter top the vase hitting the floor and shattering, once sapnap had calmed down he realized what he did falling to the floor picking up the flowers holding them carefully in his arms the glass on the ground cutting his knees. He was sobbing and shaking suddenly all of the cracks and break catching up to him

And he shattered.
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