I always try, not to cry
Lookin' up high in the sky.
I'm in pain, I try to explain
But always in vain, feelin' gloomy in the rain
I sometimes feel, no one cares
They say they do but no one shares
What I'm going through,
Right now...
They have no idea
Who I am, from inside
They just know, the way I look
Physically, from outside
It is true, my bruised soul
Longs for love, all the time
What I'm going through
Right now...
But what I get is not pure love
At least not truly heartfelt
I can't help but to think
It isn't even love, just attachment
I wonder sometimes, is it real
Everything that I feel
What I'm going through
Right now...
Sometimes I'm really scared
Of the ones, about who I cared
Cause I have a hunch
That they would hurt me the most
Oh yes it's true I cared
That doesn't mean they do too
What I'm going through
Right now...
No one seems to understand
What it is to be me
I don't expect them to know
Every shit that I've been through
I felt alone but they never knew
And I think they'll never do
What I'm going through
Right now...
All I want and all I need
Is just a little acceptance
And at times for some people
Just to show a little empathy
Am I not significant?
Or am I just invisible?
What I'm going through
Right now...
You know what, I'm fed up
And the truth is that I'm done
I can't take it anymore
And I guess life is just a bore
I can't breathe, it's smothering
Making me wanna throw up
What I'm going through
Right now...
(But now I think that I don't care
Why did I do in the first place!
Now that I come to think of it
It's not that bad at all
I suppose I can always
Live with it, living to the fullest...)
Added the last stanza the next day as an afterthought...
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Made of Stardust✨
PoetryMore than just poetry... these are excerpts of my life so far. Hope you feel them at least half as much as I do💞💫
