Jungkook took a deep breath looking at his reflection in his mirror inside the bathroom. Today Taehyung will start her series of shows in Daegu, she will be busy with all this dance and voice rehearsal with his Jin noona but still he wants to be there, wants to be with her, and he's worried about all the things that happened to her
Sometimes he regrets all the instances he makes when he is with her but what can he do? he can't help it but to be near her, hold her, kiss her because for him it's natural to do the things lovers usually do, she is his from the beginning but the love of his life can't remember him
All thanks to his loving mother
She's a gift from his dad but her mother is so angry at him she involved her to her hatred to him
And the thing he's worried about right now is he doesn't know if he erased a little too much of a memory he wants her to forget. For dating her business partner just because of his idiotic idea to know if she's going to be jealous of her without thinking what will be the outcome of it.
He just wants to erase the only pains he gives to her from dating Ji-eun
"I have to see her to find out how huge the damage I made last night" he muttered under his breath
He finished his morning routine fast, he wants to be with her to this road trip. He walks out of the bathroom and gets dressed in simple black jeans paired with a black t-shirt and a black jacket, he ties his long hair carelessly like it's the best idea he can come up with not realizing he can make all the girls fall in love with him with that getup
The moment he walks out of his room in a hotel, the girls that he came across from the lift going down to the lobby, to the basement parking lot turn their heads to have a good look at him till he reaches his car but he doesn't care
He will not take responsibility for what he did to their hearts
he calls his hyung through their mind link and Namjoon answers him with a sleepy voice while he's thinking what among his cars he's going to use to pick her
"what do you want now brother? It's too early! Why did you develop this habit of disturbing my sleep?"
"And I can't understand how you develop to sleep, we don't usually feel sleepy, we can stay awake for the rest of the year but you sleep every time you can get"
"you will never understand the feeling I can get everytime I sleep with my wife beside me, you should too"
Jungkook raises an eyebrow on that even though Namjoon can't see him
"are you teasing me or just plain reminding me that I still don't have my wife with me?! To experience sleeping beside her with a total memory of me being her husband?!"
Namjoon chuckled and Jungkook wants to appear in front of his brother just to give him a smack on the head for reminding him that he's still a failure for making her remembers him
"It's not what I meant my dear brother, I'm just telling you that you should sleep too to get some rest and I have read a research that sleeps helps you focus, you should do it"
"I could only sleeps peacefully if I already killed your blessed brother"
"you know that even I'm not your true brother from your mom, I'll choose you over my real brother"
"I know and I'm so grateful for that but I called because I want to know if Taehyung already in the vehicle you gave to her for a ride going to Daegu"
"yes, all is set now, maybe the van is on the way to her place by now, why you'd asks?"
"I need to change her vehicle hyung.. I need her to be protected!"
