So this one is long...
Mark can I sit on your lap pwease?" Haechan asks as they are getting ready to watch a scary movie. Mark smiles and pats his lap. Haechan sits and snuggles into his neck.
"Thank you Markie." He says in a small voice. He leaves soft kisses on his neck and face through the whole movie. He's always very affectionate and always likes to show his appreciation with small touches and kisses. The only time he minds is when Haechan doesn't realize he's taking it a bit too far and they end up having problems which seems to be happening tonight. There was a lot of kissing and nudity in this movie so he has a heightened sensitivity. He's being assaulted with soft sweet lips and he has a problem he will have to deal with later, he just needs to get through this movie. Haechan is scared and clutches his neck, their faces inches apart, their lips so close. Mark takes notice while Haechan notices something else. He slides his butt around and giggles softly, he can tell Mark is getting hotter.
"Can i touch it?" He asks so the others can't hear. They are watching the movie with their friends Jeno, Jaemin and Renjun. Chenle and Jisung had to go to to Jisung's parents for dinner.
"No baby, we can't now. He says with a lot of restraint. But Haechan puts on his best pout.
"Please Markie. I want to make you feel good like other boyfriends get to do. Mark curses under his breath as he bats his eyelashes and pouts his lips. He sighs and opens his shorts just a little and Haechan smiles excitedly before putting his hand down there. He strokes him softly under the blanket, out of sight of the others while still kissing Mark all over.
"I like touching you." He says in a ragged whisper.
"You are doing so good, making me feel so good." Haechan smiles widely at the praise and Mark sees something different in his eyes. Mark is thankful that everyone is so into the movie.
"Will you touch me too Markie?" He whispers.
"Yes baby, but wait until after the movie ok?" He tries to put the brakes on until their friends leave. Haechan nods with a sad pout that Mark kisses away.
After another forty five minutes they leave and Haechan is quick to turn in his lap and kiss his lips.
"C-can we make love tonight Markie?" Mark swallows hard and looks in his eyes.
"Baby, I don't know." Mark says feeling very unsure. He watches fat tears well up and spill out of Haechan's eyes.
"I th-thought you loved me." He says almost hiccuping.
"Of course I love you." Haechan abruptly gets off his lap and stomps away. Mark throws his head back and slams his fist on the couch. He knows he hurt his boyfriend but he's afraid to push him too far. He slowly walks into Haechan's room to see him in a heap on his bed crying his eyes out.
"Haechanie, baby can we talk?" He doesn't answer, he just lays there and cries.
"Ok well I'm going to." He sighs and walks in more.
"Baby, there is nothing and no one I love more than you, but you haven't ever done this kind of thing before and I want you to be sure that it's me you want to take away your innocence." Haechan shakes his head and speaks through his sobs.
"You did it with your girlfriend." Mark sighs and tries to touch him but he moves away.
"I'm sorry baby, I know you don't like my past but I changed for you. You are my sweet innocent baby boy and I'm scared to hurt you. Physically and emotionally." He puts his head in his hands and slumps over.
"I love you, I want to be with you so bad. I want to touch you, make love to you and hold you in my arms all night afterwards. Haechanie, I know it doesn't seem like it but I want you everyday. I'm always having to hold myself back so I can wait for you to be ready." Haechan sits up and looks everywhere but Mark.
"Bull shit. You don't think I'm pretty enough, your ex, she was prettier. Maybe you should go back to her, then you don't have to wait for anything." Mark is getting angry now.
"Of course you are pretty. The prettiest person I know. Don't say these things about yourself." Haechan scoffs.
"Go home Mark. Maybe you should go back to her, or someone who can turn you on and I'll find someone who thinks I'm attractive." This makes Mark's blood boil. Just the thought of someone else touching him in anyway makes him see red.
"No, I won't let anyone touch you. You are mine, only mine." Mark says possessive. Haechan smiles softly away from Mark's view and starts to take off his shirt.
"What are you doing?" He asks shakily.
"Since you won't touch me, I'll do it myself." He licks his fingers and touches them to his nipples. Mark is already drooling, just seeing him without a shirt makes him weak. He is lean and soft and oh so sexy. He pinches his nipples and whines out into nothingness. He starts to slide his hand down his shorts and finally sighs in defeat and lays back down.
"Just go." He says but Mark doesn't go, he can't. His feet are rooted to the floor. He walks around to the other side of the bed and helps Haechan to lay on his back. Haechan just watches him through lidded eyes.
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Limitless (NCT one shots)
FanfictionThis will be an NCT one shot book, I will not force updates it's only for when I get inspiration about certain ships and have to write it out. I'm planning to include all members including WayV but it all depends on where my inspiration comes from...