guys im emo now, i dont get my star (tsukasa)
Tw Su1c1d3 and ykyk
Short chapter😱
Tsukasa pov:
"?!" i heard a sound, and it looks like a falling seat sound?? I dont know maybe i will go check it.. As i remember the sound come from my..... Mom room? No, she said she doesn't want me to go look for her anymore..
4 days later
Its a long day she didn't come out.. Maybe i should check it? Come on.. Tsukasa.. Ugh whatever!
I open the door a saw..
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Its my mom.. my mom hanging on the lamp. Nono.. This cant be?! How could she- i do this for her sake and she leave like like that?? How do i tell saki about this.. Saki gonna come today after sleepover with ichika, nono please..
Alot of my tears come to my eyes, I'm holding my mother's corpse.. She's become cold. I cried so much why?! Why this happened.. Please i dont want this happened. Dad already leave now mom?.. This-....................
Its all my fault! I.. I should be a good child, listen to their parent's, become a pianist and a good brother..! Its my fault, if i check on mom.... This.. THIS WONT BE HAPPEN! I CANT- WHY?!.. I..- I DONT KNOW I HATE MYSELF, WHY AM I SUCH A SELFISH?! IM NOT A GOOD CHILD AFTER ALL!..- ...huh..? What's this latter..?
For Tsukasa and saki
Dear Tsukasa
I'm sorry i'm not a good mother after all, I made you suffer Tsukasa. Im sorry for what i did to you at the past.. I was so angry when your father leave us alone, its not your fault Tsukasa. I'm sorry i only care for money and not both of you. But im truly sorry for what i did to you, it was horrible! I hope you can be happy with this.
Dear Saki
Im so sorry Saki, i need to leave now. I cant take this any longer i don't want to suffer anymore, please be safe and healty. I hope your amazing brother can take care of you. Im sorry tsukasa, im sorry saki..
###### tenma
...!? This is a joke right?!.. She- she do this because she doesn't want to suffer?.. Its stupid she apologize when she killed herself. I plactice piano everyday but this is how you pay me huh?.
Ring ring ring
.... Oh its saki. "Hello onii-chan! Sorry for sleepover at ichika house for 4 days but how are you onii-chan?" "..." "onii-chan? Are you there?" "ah.. Yes im here saki, thats good that you were okay.. And i dont know if im good or bad." "did something happened? I will finish my thing quickly and come to the house if you want!" "no need to be quick.." "uhm.. Okay.!" and she hang out the phone. What should i do with my own mother corpse?..
All what i did.. All what i make her proud.. Is getting wasted. Its too late.. I'm useless. I wish i dissapeared forever.
Life is useless, All what i did is useless, why did i deserve this? I hate this, saki must dissapointed because i couldn't save her, im such a piece of garbage, i wish i died.
END OF THIS CHAPTER! ALSO THE FONT LIKE THIS IS TSUKASA VERY EMO EMO SIDE OR WHATEVER IS THAT CALLED! ITS NOT HIS TRUE SELF
