I LOVE YOU

KARAN

We were watching the most famous season of bigg Boss which was BB13. As she said she recognises a few people in that season.

She was sitting on the other corner of the couch and was avoiding any kind of physical touch making me smile at her cuteness. She was hugging me like I am the only thing she can depend on, in the morning and now she was trying to sit as far as she can.

After sometime I got up to bring another beer and when I returned I purposely sat closer to her so that our arms were touching. I slowly put my arm around her and now she was completely in my embrace. Leaning on me and our hearts were beating fast.

We did skip some of the episodes and finally decided to turn off the TV as we were tired.

"Karan......" She said in a cute singing tone.

"If, you find someone there, who you like and fall in love with... Just go on... Don't think about me!! Just ask her out, Get into a relationship!!" She said.

"Accha gyani baba!! And what about the girlfriend I am leaving here?" I asked, she giggled

"Arey Baba!! We are just... What are we Karan?? Aren't we just crushing on each other, flirting?? But if you think that oh my god I am swept off my feet because of this girl, just go ahead!! I will understand!"
It didn't feel nice to hear. But I just didn't feel like arguing with her at that moment. I just pulled her closer to me
"Teju!! If in my absence you liked anyone... I mean anyone... I will break his teeth.. all of them!! You just remember I am waiting for you!! You get that!"

"I will never do that to you!!!" She said in a sad tone.

"Hey!!! I was joking... You know that right?"  I kissed her forehead and she nodded.
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The next 2-3 days went on a jiffy, she was working, I was busy with my final trials and packing. We did talk in the night though, it was Wednesday and on Friday I was supposed to leave for bigg Boss, I had my entry and all. I was feeling a little low, my family was also not here with me they  left for US just after the Pooja, and I really wanted to meet Teju! Though I have asked her to come to my home in evening when she was free but she mostly denied saying she doesn't want to disturb my work. It was late at night but I was feeling restless I needed someone, I needed someone to calm me down when I hear the door bell. It was almost 2 in the night first I was scared, I mean I am a human too but when I looked through the eyehole it was Teju. And now I was even more scared; for her.

K- " what are you doing here at this hour? Are you okay?" I pulled her into a hug as soon as I opened the door.

T-" I just thought you must me nervous, did I disturb your work, I asked Omi he said everyone has already left!" She replied wrapping her arms around my neck and placing her head on my chest. I instantly felt relaxed, I needed this! It was a little scary because she read my mind without even looking at me or talking to me.

K-" how did you know, that I was nervous?"

T-" I didn't know! I would have been, if I was at your place! I am so sorry if... You didn't wanted me to come here!"

K-" that's not what I meant! Tejuuuuuuu God!! I am surprised that you actually knew that I was feeling uneasy!"

I said and she nodded. We kept standing like that for so long, and then I don't know why I scoped her up in my arms and she didn't resist. I sat on my recliner and make her sit on my lap. Her heartbeat was audible to me, she was turning red!! When she tried to get up from my lap I held her tight in her place
"Don't move!!"

"Hmmmm?" She asked, making me smile and shook my head in denial.

K- "will you miss me?"

T-" I don't know! I mean we didn't really get too much time to create memories."

K-" I will miss you!"

She nodded.

K-" will you think about me?"

T-" I don't know, What do you mean?"

K-"you know... How would it be if I was there? what we would do? How would it feel to be close to me? How would it feel if I......" I wanted to say more, give her more examples of the times I will miss her, the situations I will imagine her in, I wanted to tell her that I will miss her in the nights the most because I will not even be able to talk to her, there will be times I will think about kissing her which I would have done easily if I was not away!! But I didn't wanted to scare her away! I don't want her to think that I was pervert who just wanted one thing! Because that would not be true I wanted so much more in this relationship.

T-" it's too early to think so many things, but I will definitely think about having you around and talking to you!"

K-"do you feel attracted to me?" This question came out all of sudden.

T-"extremely!!"

I looked at her surprised, this was an unexpected answer I never thought she would say yes to this question!

T-" do you?"

She asked making me chuckle. Is this girl mad? Can't she see? I have met her hardly a few times in last year but the attraction I feel towards her is so strong, I have no words to describe it. Do you know black hole that pulls everything into it, the force is so strong that even light can't pass. I feel like being pulled with that force, towards her.

I closed my eyes and kept my face in the crook of her neck, making her shiver.

"It's my soft spot!! I....." I left out a hard breath intensionally to tease her, and she shivered again.

"Karan!!!" She whispered.

"Teju! Uth ja!!" I said, I don't know why my voice sounded a bit husky than usual.

"Kya hua?" She was confused.

"Tu bohot pass hai, and I am not saint!" I said, and she didn't understand again.

K- "I will kiss you! If we stay like this for more than a minute now! And once I kiss you I will not be able to stop! I don't want to rush anything, I don't want to force you."

She blushed and looked devine! But she did get off my lap and I was already missing the closeness.

K-"Can I shoot a clip of yours wishing me luck for my youtube vlog!" I asked her.

T-"You have YouTube channel?" She asked me, surprise about the information.

K-" yeah? Abhi ho start Kia hai, ek vlog hi dala it's a 'behind the scenes' video of a video we shoot a few days back."

T-" really!! I will subscribe your channel!! It must be fun making vlogs!!" She sounded excited and we talked about my first vlog and how I came up with the idea of having a youtube channel. The time just passed in our random talks and it was 5:30 in the morning

T-" I should leave now!! You should sleep atleast for some hours, you have a important shoot and you should look your best!!" She said

K-" I will drop you!"

T-" no need!! I have my car! You rest now!!" She said.

When we were waiting for the lift, she suddenly turned towards me keeping her palm on my right cheek she pulled me and kissed me on the left side. To say I was taken aback would be an understatement.

T-" I think I will miss you! Also, jeet ke ana!! Bina baat ke ladna mat, khana time par khana, so jana! Make friends but don't trust anyone blindly! Jitna meine last seasons me dekha hai people use your past vulnerabilities to get to you, remember you are not week! And look good! Mein dekhungi tumhe TV me!"

My heart would burst with happiness!! She was worried about me!! I think I can survive these days with this happily that she was there for me!! And was worried about my health and happiness! I nodded with happiness but in all this I didn't realise that the lift has arrived and I couldn't even kiss her back!!

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Poor Karan! He couldn't kiss her back and also couldn't shoot that clip!! but was it really important! Anyways It's time for him to go to bigg Boss house!!