this night reminds me of each of my current nights, mei joked around ironically before she continued to write..
Mei:
I got out of bed and barely got ready. I just put on a hoodie, brushed my teeth and tied my hair in a messy ponytail. Why should I look good for a 5 hour drive to Washington. I can also do my make-up on the bus and everything. Before I knew it, it was 10 to 7 and I put my full suitcase in front of my front door and waited for Billie to call me or for the bus to park in front of the house. Still there was neither a call or a small message from Billie. I was disappointed. Time passed and it was already 7:15 am.
I decided to text her just to make sure she didn't reply. Damn shit, I thought, giving up all hope. Why the hell did I let myself do that? When I got to my room, I sadly buried my face in my pillow. I think more time has passed, but then, my cell phone vibrating brought me back to reality. I answered the call and listened without saying anything, to Billies voice. "Are you ready? we'll be right there in about 5 Minutes."
nothing else? no excuse, no justification? Or maybe I'm just being too dramatic. It was already 7:38 am.
"Yeah." I responded. I didnt wanna ask her why she was so late because i didn't want to bother her, so i just started acting cold and hoped she would explain it herself. But all i heard was an "Okay." And then she hung up.
What in the hell.
When they arrived at my house, i just entered the bus, said Hi to everybody and sat down on the seats at the very back.
Billie didn't exchange a single word with me. I don't understand why? after two hours of driving i gathered my courage and asked her if we could talk and she agreed. We went to a place, were we could talk in private.
"Whats wrong? I feel like i did something wrong."
Billies pov, the last 12 hours.
ok gather your courage and tell her. "love you" flew over my lips as i was on the phone with y/n and we were about to hang up. To my surprise, she just hung up without answering. It made me kind of sad and angry at the same time. slowly I was tired of taking every step by myself for this connection. So i came up with the idea of showing her what she could lose, just as a little warning.
And omg it was so hard for me to let her wait for almost an hour just to get her straight. And the two hours without even looking at her was hell for me, but I'll do it, I thought, until she came up to me and asked me to talk. This was my chance.
Y/n's pov
I was afraid she would reject me. I took a deep breath and waited for her answer, but she stayed silent. "I do not want to lose you. I want you back.." I said without thinking, which made Billie grin evilly. She bit her bottom lip and out of nowhere I felt sexual tension between us. For whatever reason.
"So, u want me back?" She asked.
I stood there in silence. Watched her slowly go through her hair and gave me that intimidating look.
"Say it." I heard her saying while looking at me up and down.
"I want you back." I said as she wished. "Please."
She smiled and started looking at her nails. "Say it again." She said.
For some reason, my heart started racing like crazy.
"Please, Billie, i want you back." I got nervous as fuck. She made me nervous.
"Good, you're so sexy when you beg." she giggled contentedly and came closer to me. Her hand gently touched my cheek, and traveled down my neck to my waist. She pulled me towards her and kissed me lustfully.
Was it all just a plan of hers? Thats rude. But it made me so god damn horny.
She's driving me crazy.
Marlene got very worried while reading the first paragraphs, but was relieved when there was an happy ending..
Marlene:
Suddenly we felt the bus stopping. We decided not to put much thought to it, even though i remember that we were still on the highways and usually there were no red lights.
We continued to make out and i felt billies hand wander under my shirt. She tried to undo my bra as i did the same to her.
"Do you really wanna do this here?" i said under my breath.
She just grinned and threw my bra away.
My heart was racing. The thought of us getting caught drove me crazy.
Until someone knocked on the toilet door, in which we were in.
"Billie, you in there?" it was finneas. Again.
She rolled her eyes. But then she continued to stare in mine and answered "yes. What is it" as she put her hands all over my body.
I gave my best not to moan out loud. Did he knew i was in here?
"Somewhere a few kilometers away there was an accident. The navigation said, we will be in Washington a few hours late, so our Manager wants to talk to us."
I dont think billie listened to him, cause all she did was to lift my shirt up and kiss my chest.
As i didnt dare to put my hand away from my mouth, i slightly pushed her and pointed at the door.
"What?" she said to finneas.
"Everything okay in there bil? Come out, we need to talk to her now."
"Fuck this shit" she mumbled in a low tone "we'll continue this later. Sorry love."
We quickly got dressed again as i was very disappointed that we got stopped now for the third time. I hid behind the door as she got out.
Luckily, there were two toilets on the bus, so everyone just thought i was on the other one when i got up a few moments later. Although i think her second manager noticed our puffy lips. But thats a problem for later, i thought.
Billies pov
I was so mad. Why does everyone and everything keep stopping us.
But i tried to push that away for now, cause we need to talk about our job.
"So. Because of the delay now, were all gonna have less time to get ready, with all the soundcheck and warm up and stuff. Do you think that will be a problem?"
"Is the technical stuff already there though? Like the busses who had all the light stuff and everything in them." my drummer asked.
As they talked. My mind went back to y/n. I grinned. I think she got my message. And if she does it again. Well then ill see what i have to do.
But it was really nice hearing her beg for me. And-
"Billie?? Hello are you even listening?"
"What, uh yeah."
"Okay then. As soon as we arrive we have to get ready. No seeing around this time, maybe yall can do sightseeing tomorrow. Now try to rest"
We got up and i went to my seat. When i got there, i smiled.
Y/n was sitting next to me now. And she was asleep.
Man, i kinda thought we could go back to what we were doing.
But i sat next to her and looked at her face. She really was so pretty.
Her head kept falling from side to side so i took my hand and lightly put it on my shoulder to not let it wake her up. Sitting here with her is really comfy i thought. I hope she can come with me on more shows.
After a few minutes, i let her sleepiness get to me and also closed my eyes.
To be continued...
