Chapter 14

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Zac is heading to his car he is angrier than he has ever been. He is angry at himself though because he knows it is because of him that she is pregnant. He hears Fatima running towards him telling him to stop, but he ignores it, unlocks his car, and gets it in. Fatima finally made it to the car as Zac was about to put it in drive. She opened the passenger door and hopped in.

Fatima: Stop, don't leave! Please, Zac, talk to me. If you love me like you just said you do, please don't go. -pushes his hand off the gear shift-

Zac: -turns and looks at Fatima with tears in his eyes-

Fatima: Honey, no, please don't cry!! -wiping his tears-

Fatima is feeling like shit. She is asking herself why she even slept with someone else. When she knew that she was totally and completely in love with Zac. If she was being honest, she never actually intended on sleeping with anyone else, she just got drunk, and one thing led to another.

Zac: -through his tears- Fatima, I still love you. I don't care that you are having someone else baby, I am still in love with you. I going to be completely transparent with you right now, I only want to give you honesty from here on out. Fatima my heart feels like it has been ripped out of my chest. I am going to be man enough to admit that I only have myself to blame for this situation. If I would have just stopped acting off of emotions for once, we would not be where we are today. Fatima, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving you the way I did. I'm sorry for blaming you for the breakup. I'm sorry for being a weak man at times, I'm sorry for all the broken promises I have given you through the years, and most importantly I'm sorry for breaking your trust. I'm angry, broken, and torn right now, and again I have no one else to blame but me. T, I know this is going to sound selfish as fuck, but I don't want you to have any other man's baby. Now, I'm not saying to get rid of this baby, I would never tell you to do something like that. What I am saying is I wanted to be the father to all of your children, and you the mother to mine and ONLY MY children. I wanted us to have that special bond that nobody else could say they got to share with you. Fatima, I know you are going to be an amazing mother to that baby inside of you and give that baby the world. Hell, that's why I wanted you to carry my kids...because I knew what an amazing, gentle, caring, longsuffering, kind of mother you would be and to know that you will be all that to someone that is not half of me hurts like hell.

Fatima: -tears rolling down her face, whispers- I'm sorry.

Zac: Fatima, look at me.

Fatima: -face is down looking towards the floor-

Zac: T, please look at me.

Fatima: -slowly turns her face towards Zac-

Zac: T, do not apologize. Don't ever apologize for that. You did nothing wrong; it was me who caused all of this. You did what you did at that moment, and a baby came from that. That is nothing to be ashamed of. Listen T I know you and I know you have probably been up all-night thinking of your options. Worrying about school and how you will take care of the baby at the same time. I remember we had this conversation ourselves a while back. T, if you do decide to keep this baby you are finishing school. I'm not going to let you put your life on hold. I will hire you a top-of-the-line live-in nanny, get you as many tutors as you want, and pay for all your bills. You don't need to worry about any of that stuff. You will not have to touch a bill. You will need a house for the baby and I'm sure Danni will be moving in too. So, I will let y'all decide what house y'all want to live in and buy it for you cash. You can use my medical insurance for all of your doctor visits. Hell, this baby can call me uncle. I'm not going anywhere, T. If I have to go back to being just your friend, that in itself would be more than enough of me.

Fatima: -in full-blown tears- You would really do all of that for me, and I'm carrying another man's child?

Zac: Yes, that doesn't matter. I love you and when I tell you I got you I mean that. Does the father know, is he stepping up?

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