have you ever fought yourself through your mind or thoughts?
if you do then you know what is the feeling.
it is like you are at war between your loneliness and happiness.
you trying to keep sane however reality calling insanity inside you.
you hide your worries but at the same time, you want someone can see them.
you don't want to be a burden to them, but you wish they can ask you once if you are okay.
trying to be strong while you slowly get weak inside.
giving others advice and reason to move forward and yet can't give your own one.
saving others' souls as you forget your soul.
telling yourself that "everything is going to be okay" even if you are drowning in your despair, and sadness slowly going into a deep emptiness.
waiting for someone who can give you a helping hand even just once in forever
{smidget}
