More than this (Rachel Daly)

Love ya really

*Hannah POV*

*Next day*

Rach didnt come back to our room last night, i got a text from Jill saying that she stayed with them. i love how Jill looks out for us all, she didnt have to text me last night about rachel, but she did and im so glad that she did. 

today we have a day off, we've had it planned for weeks that were doing a pizza competition today which is basically us pairing off and having our best attempt at making pizzas. were doing that after lunch so we have the morning to chill. 

*breakfast*

Hannah- hey girls

Mary- hey you 

Alessia- hey hey 

Ella- how are you today?

Hannah- im okay, i could use a distraction from current events but im fine 

Mary- anything more happened with..?

Hannah- oh yeah, hes listened to her lies and hes allowing her back into his life. 

Mary- what?

Hannah- yeah i know, pathetic right

Mary- you can say that again, after what you told me she deserves to never be in your life again 

Hannah- yeah, well hes invited her to the wedding 

Ella- oh damn 

Alessia- do you even know what theyre talking about? 

Ella- no but it doesnt sound good *laughs*

Hannah- *laughs* you are funny Ells, its just my sister, and yes i know ive never mentioned a sister but i dont really speak to her and shes trying to get back into my life and i wont allow it 

Alessia- good on ya 

Hannah- so whats the plan of distraction? 

Ella- *laughs* i see what you did there

Mary- we could go in the pool? 

Hannah- yesss ill go get ready 

Alessia- we will see you there 

Hannah- you know you will 

I run up to my room to get my stuff. when i walk in i see Lucy and Rachel talking on her bed. 

Hannah- sorry, i dont mean to interrupt, ill be quick 

Rach- actually Hannah, i want to talk to you 

Lucy- ill see you later Rach?

Rach- yeah, ill find you, thanks Luce 

Lucy- *leaves*

Rach- im sorry 

Hannah- you shouldnt be saying sorry, i should be, i havent told you whats going on or anything 

Rach- and you shouldnt feel like you have to, i overreacted and im sorry for that. you can tell me whats going on in your own time and when youre ready and if you dont want to tell me at all then thats fine too. 

Hannah- i think you should sit down for this. 

Rach- *sits down and takes Hannah's hands in hers* 

Hannah- my sister, has been trying to get back into my life, i havent spoken to her in 4 or 5 years, she left the country, moved to America without telling me or Jonah, she was toxic towards us growing up and we never thought we would hear from her again since she moved. she messaged me and Jonah, i didnt know what to think, i let her get under my skin and thats why i snapped at everyone, i have a temper Rach and i cant control it sometimes, im scared that if i get riled up enough i might say or do something to hurt you and i dont want to do that.. *Rach listens, squeezes Hannah's hand* Anyway she got throught to Jonah and now theyre talking and whatever and shes coming to his wedding and if it was anybody elses wedding i would cancel and not go but hes my brother so i cant do that to him *tearing up*

Rach- oh Hannah, im here for you darling and i know its going to take a lot more than that to help you but whatever you need, im here okay. every step of the way. you dont have to let her back in if you dont want to 

Hannah- i feel like i have no choice, if Jonah can forgive her then why cant i 

Rach- you shouldnt have to, you have a choice Han, if you dont want to forgive her then you do not have to 

Hannah- i dont know Rach

Rach- no, but i do 

i hug Rach as tight as i possibly can and i feel so warm and safe in her embrace, i honestly dont knpw what i would do without her sometimes. 

Rach- so whats the plan for this morning?

Hannah- were going in the pool, you coming?

Rach- of course, oh also, i agreed to be Leah's partner for the competition but if you want i can be with you

Hannah- all good, i can be with Mary 

Rach- okay darling.

*Rachel POV*

im not going to lie, im a bit jealous of how close she is with Mary just because she seems to spend more time with her than she does with me at this point, regardless of the fact that we have been fighting for the past couple days. 

im glad were okay now tho, it was killing me being mad at her, im glad taht she felt like she could trust me and tell me about what was going on. it means more than she will know. i just want her all to myself to be honest, i want to protect her with my life. 

she starts getting ready to go to the pool and i just sit on the bed admiring her. 

Hannah- take a picture, it'll last longer 

Rach- smile *snaps picture*

Hannah- i didnt mean literally 

Rach- darling you posed and everything *laughs*

Hannah- well you can keep that then *laughs*

Rach- lets go find the girls 

Hannah- theyre at the pool 

we head down to the pool and get in, im talking to Lucy about how we resolved things and i feel a weight on my shoulders. 

Hannah- hello gorgeous 

Rach- hello 

Hannah- oh sorry i was talking to Luce

Rach- *rolls eyes* *falls backwards* oh sorry i didnt mean to 

Lucy- you pair are so cute *laughs*

Rach- dont tell her that, her ego cant take it *laughs*

Hannah- um rude 

Rach- love ya really 

Hannah- hmm save it for the first date why dont you 

Lucy- first date? 

Hannah- yeah, saturday 

Lucy- this saturday?

Hannah- yup 

Rach- um when was this agreed?

Hannah- right now, tell me you love me then *winks* *walks away*

Rach- youre such a tease *rolls eyes* *laughs*

Lucy- cute *smiles*

Rach- shut up *laughs*