love to hate you.

"I'm back"

The month passed by quickly. I send out a lot job applications but no one cares to answer..

Today is my last day at work and I see my still-boss walking towards me "Emilia.. how is it going with the job searching?".

"Perfect. I am jobless."

"I really am sorry I hope you know this is nothing personal."

"It is. But I don't care anymore"

"Do you know what you will be doing now?"

"I'll move back to Monaco for now and i will be waiting for answers on my applications."

"I wish you all the best.." he says which makes me laugh.

After saying goodbye to the team and sharing some tears I leave directly to the airport. I will keep my apartment here for now I'm not done with Milan.

Before getting in the plane I check my emails once again but still no answer from any applications..

The boys don't know about me losing my job nor coming back home. I thought it would be nicer to surprise them.

It's a Monday so they should be at home.. hopefully.

I arrive at noon and ring the doorbell instead of walking in with my key.

Arthur opens up and doesn't move in shook "Em?!". 

I smile and hug him tight "Hey Arth" it feels good to be back home.

He needs a second then he hugs me back tight "Oh my god Em I could get used to you surprising us".

I smile at him "could you also get used to me staying here?".

His eyes opened wide and his smile grows bigger "are you kidding ?! You're coming back??". I smile "yeah if you don't mind".

He pulls me into a tight hug "oh my god that's amazing!!!".

We get inside and sit down on the couch. Arthur can't stop smiling at me "that's the best thing ever! Omg charles will freak out!"

I laugh and am more then happy to be back "where is he tho?" I ask Arthur. "He's coming back today but has to leave Wednesday for Zandvoort and me too actually, do you want to come along..?" He asks carefully.

I know they always wanted me to come along to a race weekend but I have good reasons to not go there..

With Pierre I got a reason more..

But I also know how much this means to them so without thinking too much about it I say "yes I do".

"What you.. you.. WHAT?!" He hugs me again smiling like a child on Christmas Eve. "Em this is the best news ever!!!!".

We start catching up but every question about my job i avoid pretty good.

I will tell them but just not yet.. I don't want to tell them that I failed because of Pierre.

I put my stuff in my room and get everything back in place. Suddenly I see someone standing in the doorframe.

"Oh my god Charlie you gave me an heart attack" i say while walking over to him and hug him. "I heard we have a new roomie huh?" He says smiling.

"Yeah I missed you two too much i want to come back home if you don't mind..".

Charles looks at me "Little one.. I love having you here. I'm more then glad that you're back.. but what happend in Milan ?".

I smile, sigh and sit down on my bed "I don't like that you know me so good..".

He sits next to me smiling "I'm actually surprised that Arthur didn't noticed. He was probably too exited".

"I will talks about it but not now okay..?"

"Okay little one I'm always here for you."

"Okay topic change. I'll be coming along to Zandvoort if you want me to."

His smile is bigger then ever "OMG yes!! That's amazing I will get you passes and all! omg finally!". He's running outside and leaves me behind laughing.

I'll go to a Grand Prix.. Long time no see..

I'll just avoid them..