Rude Awakening

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Hello readers,

This poem Is for a more mature addience. Its about acceptance, discrimination, hurt and over comming your own trails and turbulations

Comming out is a journey for everyone involved, everyone has the right to thier own speed of pace to figure out how to love...
..Unconditionally, its the hardest to accept.
Any story isnt to be taken lightly.
if it doesnt suit you dont read My work. At times it tends to be dark, but its how i find my way back into the light.

Find ur boundries and your ground
and never settle for less,
then the respect and love you deserve.
One day you may both cross a bridge that leads you on the same road.
A road to heal, to evolve, to grow, to forgive, to accept and find compassion.

Alternative song/poem

Rude Awakening

Im well aware now,
That you are not the only one
Cant you let me see how you neutralize your pain
I hate the reason of perception and how fake your intentions play

Because there's a constant nudity behind every fathers morbid eyes
Where lies the sence of numbingness
To all raptures scard in time.

Where you cant turn the page, nor rewind this track
Where you cant cross your Ts, always protect your back
Where you cant self reflect or quit a gambling bet and be underestamated,
Once again.

You left it up to me
you left us all alone
You fleed your way out
Destroying all you've known
And when it seems to be the cruelest thing to see
I know that when you die-i-i-i
I wont cry-e-i-e-i-e-i-e-i-i-i

Cuz 20 years now grown
Under such tender lies
5 years now pass
Ive come to realize
Nothing mends a broken home

You left it up to me
you left us all alone
You fleed your way out
Destroying all you've known
And when it seems to be the cruelest thing to see
I know that when you die-i-i-i
I wont cry, cry-e-i-e-i-e-i-e-i-i-i

This is comming from the heart
From the start
She felt the prejudice cuz she loved woman
From the same father
Who wouldnt evan bother
to look her in the face
He just turns soar
And by the middle of the hour
He became the bigger coward
Inward, outward, inrevwrse
You cant see it clearly
How he tried to raise me
Go ahead, everyones taking the credit they knew misery

Through and through
you aint got a single clue
On how crude
Your words can brew
Until you're standing ten feet
In it, trying to swim to the rim
But then, (momental pause)
just Imagine that he dies
Where there's no dime to buy back time.

I see you lied, betrayed.
what you call a family
and for what?...this is easy,
To turn your back on your own family
How can you smack me..
...with your words like that

I thought you would be happy for me
Now i see i've sinned to the one you preech...
..leading on further then you need
Now i'd have to scarafice my passion, my love and my life for pain
As I can never change, cause...
..I was born this way

So Will this ever be enough
For you to take a step back
And hack what you lack in
You cant win, winging it
without nothing worth the challenge
breaking me down with no purpuse
I cant mend this.

Cuz 25 years now grown
Under such tender lies
10 years now pass
Ive come to realize
Nothing mends a broken home

You left it up to me
you left us all alone
You fleed your way out
Destroying all you've known
And when it seems to be the cruelest thing to me
I know that when you die-i-i-i
I wont cry-e-i-e-i-e-i-e-i-i-i

Cuz 30 some years now gone
We've grown and unified
These last few years that past
Ive come to realize
He now can,
walk me down the aisle

You left it up to me
I left you all alone
We found a way through
To love each other truths
And when this seemed to be
the hardest thing for each
I know that when you die-i-i-i
I will cry-e-i-e-i-e-i-i

Fellow readers who are facing similar aspects. Know not every family has it easy. The strughles are real, the process not always short, but Dont take this in vain. I wouldnt wish this hurt on anyone
Struggles are hard to over come
Be true to yourself for what ever you feel. There's a lesson to fight for what you dream, but No matter your story
Your journey's only beginning
Your going to get your happy ending

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