Its been three weeks since Aiyden and I did the do, and I still haven't told anyone. But with how I'm feeling right now, they might find out sooner than later. I kind of forgot to take the Plan B.
I've been extremely nauseous for the past week and I already know what that means.
I'm sitting in the bathroom with Aiyden , dreading taking this pregnancy test.
"Bae, can you hurry up?" Aiyden said pointing the test towards me
"Give it here." I replied snatching it from his hand.
I peed on the stick and set it down, waiting for the two minutes to be up
After the two minutes was up, I handed the test to Aiyden, not being to look at it.
I studied his face to see a change in expression and noticed his eyes perk up a little bit.
"Ima be a dad!" Aiyden said loudly, drawing the attention of my nosey brother.
"You pregnant?" Zahur asked, popping his head into the bathroom
"Maybe," I replied, "And you better not say anything to anybody."
"I'm not, I swear." He said taking the test and looking at the results.
"Good, but i'm still going to make an appointment with Dr.Love in the morning just to confirm everything."
"Let me go too, I wanna see the ultra-sound." Zahur said happily
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"Zahur COME ON." I yelled up the stairs
"My bad, I had to change my sheets." He said running down the stairs
He had Jameer over last night, and don't think I know they had sex.
"Well I hope y'all wrapped it up, don't end up like me." I said as he walked past me
"How did you know that?"
"I know y'all been dating for two weeks now. He's been here for every other night for the past three weeks. And don't think I don't know when my little brother is having sex. After all we're just alike."
"So your not mad?" He asked as we walked to the car
"No. As much as I wanna protect you from everything, I have to let you bump your head and learn on your own. And even if you slip up and do end up like me, i'll always love you regardless. I've raised you like you were mine since you were two. Nothing will ever make me feel any different. And you don't have to hide anything from me."
I could tell that was something that he needed to
hear. Because as we drove I could hear his soft sniffles, and also see him wiping his eyes with his hoodie sleeves.
It's rare for me to get this sentimental with Zahur. Growing up he coped with his trauma by joking and laughing. He was always stronger mentally than me and our younger brother. So I never had to really protect him from the mental abuse from my dad, just the physical.
Speaking of our younger brother, he moved with my grandma when he was 13 to Louisiana. So we barely see him anymore. I hope to
bring him back down here and let him stay with us.
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We're now waiting on my doctor to call us back.
"So if you are pregnant, what do you want it to be?" Zahur asked, grabbing my attention from my phone.
"To be honest, ion know." I replied honestly, "but if I had to choose one, I would say girl."
"I think you are going to have a boy." He replied
"Well it's a little too early to know that anyway. Right now i'm just trying to figure out if I am pregnant or not."
As we continued to talk about nothing, the nurse finally called us to go back.
Once we got in the room, the doctor came in and explained the procedure to us.
I face timed Aiyden so he could see everything, since he couldn't make it.
She had me roll my shirt up and she put this super cold jelly on my stomach.
She then took the ultrasound machine and went around my belly a few times before holding it in a single spot.
"And this is your baby." She said with a smile on her face
I instantly burst into tears. Nothing could have prepared me for this moment. And now i'm having a baby with the man of my life.
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After my appointment, we stopped and got something to eat. We talked a little bit about everything. But the main thing was how I was going to tell everyone.
"I think i'll just tell them on my birthday." I said, "We get out that day, and is supposed to travel somewhere."
"Where are y'all going in the middle of winter?" He said with a confused face.
"WE, as in y'all included, are going to Key West, Florida to celebrate me and Aiydens birthday."
"I forgot y'all had the same birthday."
"Yea and we're just going to stay til after christmas, since it would be just a week."
"I just can't wait til you have the baby. Can I be the god-father?" He asked randomly
"I don't know yet. I gotta see how you and Jameer play out first."
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We talked and ate for a little while longer until we were both ready to go home and go to sleep.
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This chapter was ass, I fucked up in one of the earlier chapters and said that their birthdays were in November but it's in December.
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