"i don't want to think of anything else now that i've thought of you."
- daylight.
A guide on how to get the girl-disclaimer: Only follow upcoming instructions if you find yourself in a dystopian world, falling in love with the sister of the villai...
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this chapter is very weak and pretty pathetic, kind of just a filler i apologize 💀 but i won't be updating a lot in the next few days (or longer idk) cause of school and because i've started to prepare for a new shatter me fanfic!! anyways, enjoy!
STARING AT THE pictures of my mother in my bedroom won't help me. It'll only make me sob even harder, if that's possible. I spent most of last night crying, Kenji thankfully cuddling me whilst I did so. He didn't fall asleep until I did, which was very late. Or early.
But my chest and throat hurt. I've cried too much and now my body is letting me know. But nothing feels real anymore. I don't know if this life that I live is real anymore. Because it doesn't seem possible for someone to have go through so much hurt and pain and loss at the age of seventeen.
"Are you sure you want me to go train?" Kenji asks me for the dozenth time. He stands behind me, his arms wrapped around my waist and his chin rested on my shoulder. Somehow, last night, after I calmed down, I managed to tell him the story of my life.
The one of my father being the abusive piece of shit he's always been and my mother the kindest woman I'd ever set my eyes on. He listened until I gave up and fell asleep. And I love him even more for it.
However, it's already ten o'clock in the morning. If he doesn't leave soon, people will start to become suspicious. And I need to speak to Aaron before anyone else. Although, I know Juliette wants to see me about last night.
I may have gone a little crazy, all of my emotions controlling my actions to the point where I actually lifted the entire building with my powers. I could feel the power surging through me and it didn't even occur to me what was happening until Juliette burst into the room, wanting to help Kenji and I when she realized that I was causing the chaos.
"I'll be fine," I wipe beneath my eye. My face is so stained from all the tears, it actually hurts.
Kenji kisses my cheek. "I know you will, but I just—"
"Worry, I know." I sigh and turn around, allowing myself to stare at him. "But you shouldn't. I only need to talk to Juliette and my brother, that's all."
Kenji cups my face. Stares at me like I created the moon. That special look he always reserves just for me. I love it but it also carries concern. And right now I need him to believe that I'll be okay by myself for a while.
"I'll cut off your balls if you don't leave in the next fifteen seconds, Kishimoto." I try to sound intimidating but my threat only makes him smile in amusement. Like I'm cute or something incredibly disgusting like that.
"Okay, message received," he says before making our lips meet gently. It's a kiss that tells me he's right around the corner if I need him to be.
I hesitantly pull away. "Thanks," I mutter awkwardly.
