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Lauren's pov

I was lead in bed staring at the ceiling when Camila walks into my room, she sits on top of me and kisses me, I smile and place my hands on her hips.

"I found a boxing gym" Camila said, I nod

"You want to take up boxing?" I ask her amused

"Ew no! Gross, sweaty and painful" she said cringing, I chuckle

"I meant for you, to see if it would help a bit even if it's a little" Camila said, I smile softly

"Baby-" she cuts me off

"Just try, even if it doesn't work you got to punch people" she said, I smile and sit up keeping her in my lap.

"I was going to say, I love you" I say kissing her, she smiles

"I love you too" she said, I get up as did Camila I got a bag of spare clothes and other things and we left to go to the gym.

We got there and I signed some stuff and a guy came up to us, I look up at him and smile.

"Am I going to fight you?" I ask excited

"No, I'm here to train you" he said, i sigh

"Can I just fight someone?" I ask, he chuckles

"You need a few lessons before that" he said, I groan and look at camila

"Try" she said, i sigh but nodded

We did the training and I was getting very bored, the man was also starting to piss me off he kept touching me and I didn't like it.

"Stop!" I yell at him as he grabbed my shoulders

"I'm just repositioning you" he said, I push his hands off

"I don't need it, I know how to fight, I've done it a lot now just let me punch someone" I say, he shook his head.

"No it's your first time and we aren't allowed to put first timers in the ring" he said, I groan and look at camila again.

"Lauren..." she just shook her head and shrugged

"Can she just do someone with someone?" She asked looking at the man

"Maybe we can do some sparing full gear" he said, I nod

"Finally, let's go" I say and get into the ring

"Hurry!" I yelled at him, he looks at camila and she made a face and he got in with me

We put the gear on and started, I was punching him and soon I felt the adrenaline take over and all the built up rage from not being able to hurt someone for months take over me.

Soon he was on the floor and I kept punching.

"Lauren! Lauren!" I hear over and over until I felt arms around me pulling me off the guy, I look to see it was Camila I laugh as she look concerned.

"Okay, maybe boxing wasn't a good idea" she mumbled

"What do you mean I love it!" I say happily

"No, no it was a bad idea" she said and looks at the guy who was on the floor, knocked out and it seemed his head gear fell off, I see the blood on his face and smile even wider.

"Is he okay?" Camila asked someone who was checking on him

"Yeh he's alright, this happens a lot when people with anger issues come in, it's okay" he said to a concerned Camila.

"I don't have anger issues!" I defend myself

"Lauren! Stop" Camila said, I look at her and sigh

"Who else wants to fight?" I asked, no one volunteered

"Come on! It's my first time" I say, camila takes the stuff off me

"Let's just go get something to eat" she said, i sigh

"Come on, this was your idea and I'm getting into it" I say, she shook her head

"Yeh that's the problem, you're getting too into it" she said, i pout

"Come on baby, it's not like I killed him" I say, she looks at me and shook her head

"Let's go" she said, i sigh but let myself be pulled out of the building and to a restaurant

"I'm sorry" I say as I was sat down next to her

"It's okay, I know you can't help it" Camila said, I nod

"It did help though" I say, she looks at me and chuckles

"I wonder why" she said, I smile

"Maybe something a little less punchy" Camila said, i shrug

"You do know I can't ever be normal right?" I ask camila, she rests her head on my shoulder

"We don't know that" she said, I nod softly

"I do" I say, she sighed

"Do you though? Have you been told?" She asked, I nod

"I have been told" I say, she frowns

"Do you still want to stay?" I ask, she nods

"Forever" she whispers kissing my cheek and wraps her arms around my one and keeps her head on my shoulder.

"Do you want me to stay?" She asked, I nod

"Forever" I whisper, she smiles and kisses me

"Maybe drugs would help" I say, she picks her head up and stares at me

"Umm...no, no we will find something else, less illegal and dangerous" she said, I smile

"Come on, just once" I say, she shook head

"No drugs" she said, i pout but nod

"I don't want you to become a heroine addict" she said, i shook my head

"No I mean like weed, it chills you out right" I say, she thinks for a moment

"I mean, I guess" she said, I smile

"Not today, let me think about it" Camila said

"You don't have to do it with me" I say, she nods

"Okay, but you'll need to find something who sells it-who you calling?"

"To get the weed" I say, camila looks confused

"He was the guy who got my knives and-don't worry" I say, she nods

We got the weed and went back to my house, I sat in my room on my bed with Camila next to me, I start to smoke it and soon it was gone.

I was now lead down with Camila resting hee head on my chest looking up at me

"How you feeling?" She asked, i nod

"Chill" I say, she chuckles

"How's your thoughts?" She asked, i nod again

"So chill" I say, she laughs and gets into my lap looking down at me

"So over all you are?" She asked

"Chill" I smile with another nod

"Right" she said smiling wide

"So it's helping?" She asked, i nod

"Oh yeh" I say

"Good" she said

"So when you get the...need to you know, you can just get high" she said, i put my hand on her cheek

"Baby, chill" I say, she giggles and lays down on top of me and cuddles me

"Okay" she whispers and I kiss her and wrap my arms around her

"Ima take a nap" I say, she nods against my chest

"I'll join you" she whispers into my neck


Hi, it's an update wow. I hope you enjoyed let me know what you thought.

It's not proof read and it's just anything I could think of so it's probably a mess.

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