Too Late to realize

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“One Day, I will be rich! And I'll give food and Save our family from Germs!”

A Happy Family, loving and Care Free. A mother, a Father and 7 Sons.

One brilliant mind, their Youngest Son, always full of motivation and Ideas, promised himself to protect this family until the end of time.

He always loved praises, he love the way  anyone would just shower him with complements and that grew more as he grows by

“What a smart boy!”

“Little Einstein indeed”

“No wonder your parents are so happy”

Compliments came in as Achievements sits on his Shelf. His very proud

Even his brothers are proud of him.

Through Kindergarten to elementary his Personality change, to Wanting to make his family proud turn in to Achieving more trophies. “Compliments is not enough” he believes.

Those words can be said easily.

On the 6th Grade
He can already pass G-8 Math Problems and started looking ahead for more future Challenge. All of his Classmates Adored him but it's just not enough. He wantss to be recognized, he wants to do something big. He needs to be acknowledged by the world!

And that was his Goal is, to be recognized by Globalization

Hours go by and he started to go sick. All of those studying lead to a sleepless night.

Gempa worriedly tried to make Cahaya stay in bed, to be home and rest. But Cahaya didn't liked that, his perfect attendance would he ruined. That will anger him.

He insisted to go to school even if he can easily just fall asleep right there and then.
“i need to make a medicine for this” His Brother, Duri, stayed by his side without him even noticing him. His too sleep deprived to noticed any of his brothers walking him to the nurse room.

But the moment he realize they were leading him there, he parted ways.

“Cahaya please, You're tired and in need of sleep. We will take down notes on things you'll missed” Cahaya turned around with a glare. Gempa only stood there, shock such insults where throw on to his face, silently.

Cahaya goes back to his Room. G-10 Science but each stel felt so dizzy. The moment he took a sit he completely passed out.

On that very day, it felt like hell loses it. ‘it's my own fault i passed out’ He just waisted his Morning AND afternoon classes by sleeping through them all. Sure, he already did a advantage study on all of this but some class just has different subjects. He Learned that mistake when he studied about the history of Europe Countries but the moment they opened their history book the lesson they took was Malaysia's History. How embarrased he was the day the teacher ask for him if he knows anything and all he blurted out was Russia's History to which none of them understand! As they are all in Elementary

His Pride grew worse and worse as he also grew. His brothers  started  getting worried about him. His always in his room, only leaving if it's meal time or if he needs the toilet

Look, He may always be stuck in his room but fhat doesn't mean he won't eat. He knows nutrient is needed or his body won't function well as he described it

“Solar?” a leafy element ask. “Can we, spend some time today?”  he really misses his brother, his twinnies.

Though such words were innocent, it was irritating to the light Element himself. “i got no time Duri. Im busy”

“But it's just for a little while, please?”

His patience were thin
He really wants to be alone right now.

“i said no”

“Cahaya Solar :< ”

“please- Thorn, will you shut uP FOR ONE SECOND”

His angered expression turned guilty as he saw his very own twin crying. It reminded him of himself. To see yourself crying

He stood up from his working space and hug him

“Im sorry”

It was only silence

“Solar, it's time to move on”

Cahaya hugged him closed, not wanting to let go even if it's not real

“I-ican’t duri”

And there he stood, standing alone in his lab. Watching his brothers Lives before him, they are happy, they have a purpose, a family...

And he stood there, alone with his Rewards and Achievements. Works and More piles of works needed to be done

“I miss You, all of you”
He teared up, a emotion he promised to forbid but.. There's no greater pain for him than to be alone

His brothers, all died of old age.. The earth already dead ...... He didn't receive any Warnings and letter saying the earth have vanished years ago.

So, his All alone on his spaceship.. The one he should have built for his family, achievements he should have shared with his family and time he should have joined with his family

All this Reward are nothing. he'd trade them for the souls of his family in  heartbeat if possible.......

But, this is not a fairy tale
And this is not his Happy Ending

He realize that it's already too late

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Ello! I tried writing Angst again with Solar  here

Do you guys prefer English names or Malaysia names like

English-Solar
Malay-Cahaya

If you wonder why Cahaya is still alive even after his brothers dead is because people aged slowly on space.

Also since Solar is the Main character here, I'll just put one of my Head cannon about him

- he is Hostile at first, especially when it comes to meeting strangers he suspect but becomes soft and the solar ya'll know as time goes on

-Science nerd/Smart-a**

-Matured Kid

- of course he is great at fighting especially long range combat.

- still a narcissist sometimes

- he is Flirty

I guess thats all? Anyways- Cya

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