Some days are good with a happy buzz,
some days are bad when I wish for what was.
I shouldn't be scared of what currently is,
so I bottle it up, but there's too much fizz.
But when my emotions overflow, I hurt the people around,
but I'm scared of the happiness we have found.
because, I know that happiness can turn sour,
even during the brightest hour.
That is what scared me most,
I feel like a hurricane's coming and I'm on the coast.
I can't change what is, nor do I want to,
though, the fear in my chest screams that I do.
I can't rely on you,
to tell me what to do,
but honestly, I have no clue.
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Poems of a Breaking Heart
PoetryThese are poems that I have written during a trying time in my life. All these were written within the time frame of about a month and were targeted towards the emotions I was feeling at the time.