i wish you stayed right there.
i wish you'd watch how places are burning down
and how many earthquakes were in town since you left.
can you please don't blame me?
i've tried.
i showed you how i know the meaning of the world.
pinched my eyes and forced you stare,
then took my hands off, ripped all the strands of hair,
called you out. screamed.
shouted begged loved obsessed over you not to leave.
i know, don't remind me.
i am a criminal. i can't hold it in and
can't accept the loss.
i mirrored your words, actions, thoughts.
you never left. you're a part of me.
i ate you alive.
maybe i'm the problem, but i still love you.
can't get enough of you. please come back?
i swear i'd cut my- my what? off.
i don't know but i would.
scratch the skin out my body,
slump me through all the walls.
just please take me back i'm terror.
never mind ignore this.
you'll never see this anyway.
i still love you,
in a different way but i do.
2022-12-28
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Night Thoughts
PoetryBefore we begin... Watch how the little becomes big. Watch as the wind flows his mind and thoughts and how he becomes the one who didn't, couldn't. Watch how the progress goes back and forth and how the stiffness kicked in the first few pages of em...
