tjuesex - worry

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worry until your last breath is taken and until the glass breaks into
million pieces like my heart happened to be every time
i counted the cigarettes left in my pocket.
worry like tomorrow is the last day for us to live in this
formula made for babies because they can't eat; they have to
suck on it for their precious survival, to make them proud.
it couldn't be me, i never tried or made someone proud, but
i wish they were and i'm saying this as i puff another
smoke of cancer sighing at the sight of other people unbothered
and clinging to others when i know there's no one who
would depend on me because i'm the dependent one.
i smoke and i get high as the sun disappears and i worry again.

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