what did I did to deserve this?

part 5

I was checking all the letter (i letrelly fucking forgot what do you call a letter i wrote it message cuz i didn't knew then when like started writing it more then i remmener oh wait it's called yea i know i am okay?) that we got from other kingdom,though it was wilburs work as he is the upcoming I am the one doing it,he came in my room without knocking (i am gonna kock you if you without knocking in my room) and put the paper on my desk

There were a lot of them and i am just checking them from yesterday,I haven't even eaten except for the snacks that I saw an maid carrieng to the dinning hall for the dinner yesterday and i asked her to give me one,now you can't reject a princes request could you?

And I also know that when I am finished Wilbur is gonna be praised for the work that I did this is a regular thing he always does that

I know even when I go tell the king he wouldn't listen to me,plus I haven't seen tubbo in a long time cuz of this ranboo guy he keeps talking about him and how cool and kind and smart and-

Calm down he's not here right now,then tubbo intrudced him to me and he was nothing but this awkward person who's a lost cause though i know I can't say that,and i may or may not have said that he was lost cause when tubbo was there

......tubbo yelled at me that I am wrong and that he would much rather not be here with me,so in anger i told him ........that he doesn't need to......plus I broke a vase and my hand was bleeding at that time too......tubbo didn't seem to care

He left storming of the room leafing the batch I made him,which made him cry because I made him a batch,he left taking ranboo's hand in his,and if I didn't sleep the whole night you don't need to know

He didn't came this morning.........I can't  find myself to be mad at him,he just wants a friend,and i stopped being his friend when all the responsibility of the kings work came on me,the work that I never asked for never wanted,never needed

I was just checking those letter when someone knock on my door "come in" i said

A guard came though he was a tubbo a bit dissappointed,I just want to tell him how much glad I am he is my friend how much fucking cool he is,and how much sorry I am for all the bullshit i have put him through

I think I zoned out as the guard said my name a couple time as he say that i didn't hear

"Prince,prince?,prince thesues!" The guard say a bit loud,i glare at him he cower

"I just wanted to informe you that his highness has requested your presence" " you can go" i say

Why the fuck would the king call me  there? I have not gone there secept for-wait when was the last time was there?

Well no time to think as i do have to go,i went in the bathroom,looked myself in the mirror,I look like a husk of what I used to be

I had dark bags under my eyes,the baby fat was completely gone even if i am just 15 right now my cheek bone were visible,the ocean that could be seen in my eyes was gone replaced by an dull stormy colour that could wrap you in its wrath if he snap

This skin dangerouse pale for any human being,and the poorly wrapped bandage that was on his hand

But no one seem to notice this,no one ever notice him,the loud mouth who has nothing better to do,the extra of the family who'll never fit in

I took a deep breath and pick a outfit took a bath and got ready,

I walked through the halls with the guard who told me the information,I came to know that this person's name is punz

According to him it was orders to be on his side by all time and tommy couldn't help but glare into the oblivious thinking it's his family

As I got there I opened the door inside the room was his highness chuckling,techno shaking his head in a fondly manner which i have never seen him do he has seem him but that was before his mom's passing

Wilbur was ruffling ranboo's hair and ranboo was blusing keeping his head low

Tubbo was laughing his ass of beside ranboo,"good one ranboo" his highness said with fond eyes and a voice I've only heard him use on Wilbur and techno not me never me

I was shocked I was griefing I wanted to pull all my hair out and just kil-

"Prince thesues you should go inside It looks like they haven't noticed your presence" the gua-punz? Said

"Yea-"and i hated how my voice broke at that,I dust the non existence duet on my clothes "yeah" i said again properly now

I walked in the room with was the 3 largest room in the castle as there were the 2 ball rooms

I cleared my throat and his highness and the princess and ranboo's eyes turned to me

There eyes turned cold punz seems to notice this je just frown his eyes as he didn't know what to do

"Thesues as i have told the guard you were requested here" his highness says

"I know" thesues's eyes turn as cold he could and his voice too punz also took notice of this

"Your highness if you don't mind me telling me,can i get to know what is a peasant doing here?" Tommy said with venom as he says peasant,he also glare at ranboo,ranboo cower away from fear

Techno glare at me as he put a hand on ranboo's shoulder,Wilbur hug him,hug him

"Thesues! We would not tolerate this kind of behaviour from the upcoming king neither would the people appreciate it!" His highness says

And I............what? "Yes thesues what i am saying is right,Wilbur doesn't want to be the king he have find an beautiful lady called Sally that he fall in love with and i can't let the king fall in love with someone who isn't an rayal so I have to take him out of his place he also wants to persu his carrier of music"

The king said,and i don't know what to say? Does I have more work now oh no,that's the reason Wilbur can't be why would he don't want complement for the things he didn't even did

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I'll continue it tomorrow my sunflower now byee for now as my prick of an tutor has given me a ton of homework

Say to with me!

Fuck my tutor!

Byeee my sunflowers!