what did I did to deserve this?

part 6

"Yes Tommy your the crown prince your coronation will be held tomorrow,get ready and I was also thinking that you take the responsibility for the summer festival?" Phil asked? More like demanded he said in a tone which said you have no other option

"Yes your highness" I said as i bow my head preparing to leave "did U ask you to leave?" The king said

"No" "then?" "I just thought that I it was my time to leave as this was the information that you wanted to give me" I sai I could tell he was not liking the way I talked to him as he would pick at any given moment of my mistake

"Well I am not finished" he said "I also wanted to tell you as the the summer festival is coming this time and it should held in our palace as I already told you,you are responsible for it,and I was thinking maybe we could also held an ball after a few days after the summer festival as many royal people will still rest in our palace before taking our leave so maybe we held a ball where you could find your chosin one?"

I knew what he intail that's why I choked on air "*cough* wha*cough " I could see a smirk on prince wilbur's face,that prick i am sure he put that thought on the table!

I am only fucking 15! Though i didn't said that our loud "ahm don't you think that I am a bit too young your highness?" I asked pleading to the god above this is a joke

"Oh well no,I don't think it should be a problem for if as long both the royal family agree" he said and I thought that I wasn't a royal by how he said cuz if I was my opinion would matter then I remembered I am not even a human to them

"So please get ready for tomorrow's coronation and I will also get a new guard for you as tubbo has said that he would like to be ranboo's new guard" I didn't understand by-what? Ranboo?

I voice my question out "ranboo? What does that peas-" I was glaring at him while saying that he backed away but I was cut off by his highness loudly placing his fork on the table

"If.you.dont.know.how.to.respect.then it would be better for you to take your leave!" The king said as every word his voiced raised when he slammed the fork I was shooked and I fliched which no seem to notice except wil fuck! That's gonna be a big problem here i thought

But right now,I wanna know is ranboo doing here "and thesues also We're adopting ranboo he'll be diclared prince on your coronation so yeah now get out of here as you have dared to insult the upcoming prince" the king said

I freezed,And I-I don't even........know? What to do? They said that it-he wha? I was in my thought that I didn't hear anyone calling my name,but I felt a hand on my shoulder and oh it's punz

I look at him blinking rapidly for a sec and tilted my head i question to what happened he understood and said "my prince The king is saying that should leave this hall now and prepare for the formation" "oh"
I say and I just walk past him to the door staring blankly strait as i get to my room

Ig was like my body was on auto pilat which it was,the guard-punz came running behind and me and he didn't question anything

Though as I was walking away from the from hall I heard a laugh-from Evey single person who was in the dinning room-and I don't remembered when my walking turned to fast walking to running

I don't remember going in my room and running to my bathroom

Dark topic here please don't read if your triggered by anything that's remotely dark

And i don't even remember when the blade that in my hand cut 1 line and when that line turned to 5 then to 10 to 25 to 37 to-I dropped the blade and held my arm

The a which was bleeding perfussly which may look censoring to a normal person

But-I am not a normal person,I was on my keens as as tears leak from eyes and some afll on my hand

The hand that burns everytime a tear fall on the injury, "was I not good enough?" I question to no one in perticular

And I already knew the answer,no.No is the answer

"Why ranboo?! Out of all people!" I yell question to every god in hopes of finding my answer,in hope that mom would hear me..........

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Hey my lil sunflowers! What up? I hope everythings alright,i wish for it!

To though i can tell you mine is not as my school is starting tomorrow and i don't know how I'll handle both the school and tution now!

Fuck! This gonna drain me

But i hope you liked the chapter! If you don't then no worries! And tell me if you don't like a part of the chapter

And i rly hope that dark topic line was helpfull i didn't want to trigger anyone

And not me projecting into Tommy......

Though byeee my sunflower

Love ya!