what did I did to deserve this?

part 9

"Tommy!" The emperor yelled at me as soon as I got in the room,I physically winced

"Do you even know,how late it is?!?""I know" I said barely above whisper

"LOUDER!" "I SAID I KNOW!,AND I DONT CARE!" I yelled with all my might and I don't know where that boast came from

But only a few sec later did the realisation dawn on me the realisation of what I did and what it could lead to,fuck! Why the fuck would I say that?!!!!?!!

"WATCH YOUR TOUNG YOUNG MAN!" it almost felt like the floor rattle at his anger though that's just me I know

I don't even know what to say at this point of time, ranboo flinched from his highness's shouting i did too he looked shaken up I do too

The emperor rushed up to ranboo's side not only him but techno too "oh god,I am so sorry ranboo" emperor  said,his eyebrows were in a shape of an frown

Even techno who was known for not showing his emotions,he was frowning

"A-am okay,it's al-alright" that vastart said,I didn't realise I was frowning my eyebrows but not in cercorn like the other two something more ugly then concern something completely different something I've come to to known from when ranboo was introduced into this family

I look back to where King was before,there stood prince Wilbur he looked at me, blinked and smerked,I could do nothing but clench my hands in anger,that bastard is deffeniatly planning something,how to ruin my life isn't he?

He runs to the other while looking at me,the smirk was still there,he turned to ranboo and cresed his brows and hugged him?!

"Wil-wilby" A small child with golden locks said while banging on a door,tears streaming down his face and looking like crystal in moonlight that falls on them from the windows that's on the hallway

"Wilby!" The volume of the tone increased more panicked "wilby op-open the doo-" the door opened abruptly to reveal a teenager with brown hair rubbing sleep from his eyes

He seemed like he was sleeping."Tommy what happened?" The teenager said groggily,he was still looking up,not to the level of the blond locks

"Wi-wilby!" The child cried out,that seem to bring the teenager out of his slumber he looked in right and left to find the source of the voice and then finally locked down and found it

His eyes immediately soften at looking at the ball of locks,he fell to his knees to look at what happened

"Tommy?,you alright? Did someone hurt you? I swear to god if-" "no! I ha-had a drea-dream" the kid said as he hicuped

"Awwh my sweet child,that's awful would you like a hug?" The child could only nod his head

And the hug was tightest yet it didn't seem to hurt.it was a hug that told him that he was loved that he wanted unconditionally

Why eyes were......burning? I there tears were greaming in my eyes? Oh god that's not a good thing

Fuck! What do I do now? His highness isn't even looking at me but I don't wanna see him looking at me when i am crying

"Your highness? May we conduct the ceremony for crowning?" I ask cause to be honest with you guys? Am tired of this,yes it's not been even like 30 min but I am already tired

This all is too much for me am just tired here I just wanna leave and want this whole thing to end

I can't take it anymore,i want tubbo,tubbo,where is tubbo? He understand me the most out of all of them

"Shh thesues! Don't you see what happened cause of me you?!" He yelled and glared at me and soon looked back at ranboo with such care that I almost thought that he was his life he should look at me like that!

Thats when tubbo rushed through the gates of the room,he was the privileged guard if you will in here he could get away with some things that most guards could difiniatly

As soon he came though he.......didn't looked at me

Oh,we...... are not that close anymore .....like we used to be....it was my fault! How could I forget! Stupid! Idiot!

But was it really my fault?

"Oh ranboo! Are you alright?" He rushed to ranboo's side and checked he just gave him an wobbly smile and a thumbs up which seen to didn't convence him but he still continue

When was the last time he looked at me with such cencorn?

"Your highness it's time for the crowning the public is here" he said with his eyes still focused on ranboo to still make sure he was okay

"Oh,yea sorry someone made us late today" his highness said as he glared at me I just immediately put my head in the grounds direction

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We all move through to the stage like thingy where mine ceremony will be held I was told that only my ceremony will be held today

Today is mine day! My day to shine! The whole town will think of there new crown king!

I looked at tubbo as his highness gave his speech of how he became the king and how much great thing he has done to reach this level and bla bla bla

He was bickering with ranboo from what i could see

I look at him with a longing look,I could see he looks uncomfortable

Is cause i am looking at him?

He looks at me and give me a wonly and fake smile

What does he think? Me? Being the one who had practice forced smile thousand time don't know what a forced smile is?

I smile though it was more cause of the betrayal smile a smile you have when you realise just how much you have lost just how much it is that is just-waste

Then suddenly I am called at the stage for the crown to be placed and then i remember that i have not read the script that was made for speech

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How was it? I know long time no see but like no one told me that they liked this story so i just like yk-didnt updated it

But then i was like what if i do upload it? So i did!

Do here you go my sunflowers!