Where it all started

Chapter four :

Harry's pov:

the closer we get to me leaving for school the more nervous I get, everyone keeps saying ill be fine, that they did it and that I'm stronger than they were at my age but I don't know if I believe them. A few days after we got here at dinner time dad and reg set me down in the dining room, me across from dad and right next to reg, Sirius and Remus were there as well and I can only guess that we were having that talk my dad said we needed to have. " Harry when we left everyone thought that reg and I died but they knew you had survived, they are expecting you to be in Gryffindor, to be this big hero even though you are only 11, you should have died that night he used a killing course but you didn't," says my dad "we are telling you this because we want you to know that no matter what we love you and are proud of you," says reg and everyone around me agrees, "no matter what anyone says you are an amazing person, you don't have to live up to their ideas your dad and I just want you to be you that's all that matters" "we want the world to know the Harry we know and right now you are going through a lot and that is my fault, I know that but you don't need to be anyone but you," says, my dad. " wether you are Slytherin,Gryffindor, Ravenclaw, or even a Hufflepuff we will love you," said dad " well dad, uncle reg I love you guys for saying that and dont take this the wrong way but what are you talking about" " oh shit," says my dad and i laugh " honestly James watch your langheg in front of him hes only 11" say reg giving my dad his best death stare " you said fuck in front of him a few days ago" my dad deffends " ok you two we get it your happly in love and married" says sirius, and  at this piont im crying from laughing so hard " ignore the three idiots" say remus " they are the Hagworts houses they will sourt you when you fist get to school and that will be you house for the next seven years"  remus responds " oh so no pressure at all" i say sarcastically "wow you really do acted just like my baby brother I though your dad was being a dream king like normal" says sirius " it truelly is frighning how much alike they are is it not" says my dad  as dramaticlly as he can " anyway" reg interrupts  "these three were Gryffindorks but all the cool kids get into Slythrin". reg pauses dramatically before adding  "like me your cool and favorite uncle Regulus" "yeah yeah yeah your so cool Uncle reg anyway I though you said it didn't matter" I say with a smile " it doesn't I'm just saying Slytherin is cooler"responses reg I roll my eyes and say  "I'm going to bed ill see all of you in the morning" hear them all say goodnight as I exit the dinning room and head up to my room. that night in bed all I could think is how that was probably one of the best dinners I have ever had since everything happened.

It's really hard moving altogether, but moving contents is a nightmare everything is so different from where I grow up they don't even drive on the same side of the road. All I can think about is if moving is this hard when I'm still in the same house as dad and Reg I can't imagen what it is going to be like when I'm sent away to a boarding school and a magical boarding school at that. how am I supposed to survive if  Regulus has been my teacher my whole life, and it not that I don't trust his teaching because I do, it's that back home when I was still homeschooled we had a routine, dad woke me up reg made breakfast after that we started school we where always done by 2 and then we would go right to the beach a play until dark when was at least  50 outside and in the winter we would take breaks at lunch and go play in the snow, or go for walks, and every September right before reg started homeschooling for the year him, dad, and I would drive to the mountain a few hours away and we would take this week-long camping trip it would be just the three of us having fun, going on hikes and swimming. this is going to be the first year scenes I started school that it is not going to happen. instead, I will be on a train on my way to Hogwarts and hoping I can fit in and make friends. Tomorrow we will be going to Dagon ally to get my school stuff and it will be my first time in the wizarding world or I guess back, my dad and reg can't even bring me. I'm going with Remus because people still don't know they are alive, and I don't know when they will make it known that they are, I would hate to be in their shoes I can't imagine what it's going to be like for them to come back from the dead. they keep telling me that that is their problem and for me to worry about what a normal 11 would like what's for dinner, but I don't think I can be a normal 11-year-old anymore im the savior of the world wizarding world and I didn't even know existed until a few weeks ago.

my first time in Dagon ally was pretty great it was mind-blowing to see and I'm starting to get excited to go to school now, it's like an 11-year-old dream come true, I got my robes fitted, and all of my books for classes, I also got my first wand! that was an experience I never thought I would have, the guy was nice but kinda wired. when I got home the first thing I did was go to Reguluses  room and tell him all about it, dad was out so I guess ill have to tell him and dinner later, "reg I got my first wand and it's so cool, it was like the best thing ever, I tried a few but they made things like fly of the self but then he gave me this one" I hold up my wand so he can see it "and it like glowed all around me and all I could think was how freaking cool this all is" I tell reg " I'm glad you had fun harry does this means your more excited now" he asked " yes I think so I'm am still nervous but I'm excited to start learning spells, mean I feel like all I've done the past few weeks is read books from the black library and I'm defiantly starting to learn all about being a wizard but I'm kinda worried ill never fit in" "you will fit in fine Harry you leave in a few days so right let's just injoye the time we still have togeather before you go to school" reg says