ABCD (Epistolary)

ABCD 22.14

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Absidy Fernandez
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Yakob:

If you want an answer, I can go back just to tell you that in person

Absidy:

You know

There are times when I wish I was a simpleton

I tried to be one and I turned a blind eye. I even tried to misread between the lines

Maybe I was wrong this time

Maybe I was just assuming that

But maybe is just a maybe and my gut is always right

Yakob:

You knew

Absidy:

Do you really take me for a fool?

Yakob:

I guess I was also pretty obvious hahaha

So if I confess right here, right now, what are you gonna say?

Absidy:

I would say thank you for appreciating me

But I can't be the person you'd want me to be

Yakob:

First of all, that's an ouch hahaha

Second of all, actually naanticipate ko na yan. I already played that in my head multiple times and it always ends up with you rejecting me

So what will happen to us after that?

Absidy:

We'd be strangers once again

Yakob:

Aww. Another ouch haha

Is that what you really think?

Absidy:

I would understand if you want to walk away

After all, that — I can't reciprocate

Yakob:

Ano nga sabi mo sakin dati?

Ah. "What I want today might change tomorrow" saka "There is always a chance and a possibility"

Absidy:

Don't hold on to things that has no certainty

Yakob:

You're my certainty, so I'll hold on because of you

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Yakob:

I mean srsly

Would you want us to go back to being strangers again? Cause I don't. We're already part of each other's worlds anyway so I want us and I want this to stay

Absidy:

For what I know

If someone says that they can't like them back, they'll stop the chase and leave

Now that I'm holding the door for you, will you not take it and leave?

Yakob:

Well

It'll be such a waste to throw these memories away. Sure, you're not giving me any assurance, but I enjoy your company and I hope you enjoy mine too

I can't just stop now just because I got rejected once. Like I said, I already anticipated it. Alam ko nang wala akong pag-asa sa ngayon pero may magagawa ba ko? Kung gusto ko sumaya, bat ako lalayo?

So please. We don't have to break what and where we are right now. Mas prefer kong dugtungan kaysa tapusin kaya hayaan mo lang ako kung gusto ko manatili

Absidy:

If you want this to not change then try not to fall in deeper

Yakob:

Or you can just jump in and we'll fall into the abyss together

I mean we're not out of choices, Missy. Isa pa to sa mga option :)

Absidy:

And that's a choice that I may not choose

Yakob:

Pwede naman akong magdagdag ng isa pang option para hatakin ang wrist mo at mahulog ka kasabay ko 😆

Absidy:

Lol that's like forcing me to fall down with you

Yakob:

Kaya nga yung second one ang best option

Hihintayin kita tumalon para sabayan ako sa pagkakahulog

Tubig naman ang babagsakan kaya makakaahon din tayo together

Absidy:

You know what?

We should get some Zs

Yakob:

Right, may pasok pa nga pala bukas hahaha

Absidy:

I don't actually know what I should feel about this but I'm glad I did not lose a friend because of this

Yakob:

You did lose a friend but you did not actually lose me

Absidy:

Buffering

You reacted 😂 to her message.

Yakob:

Sige na, patutulugin na kita. Good night XY💤

See you bukas :)