Today I just really don't feel like myself....I've been fighting it all day... All I want to do is stay in bed and not move... But I've fought it... After 3 hours I got up and had a cuppa and a fag then I fed the animals.... My mum came home so I made her a cuppa and we watched tv for a while then I cleaned but I've been fighting the urge not to just go back to bed... I know I should go and and do something to occupy my time but there's nothing to do... So I'm gonna give in for a while and lay in bed... I'll try again later... Some days its just harder to fight it than others and then I just get stressed
