Can I Be Your Mistake

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Paano yung mom nya?!?

"how about your mom aliana?? Alam nya bang andito ka?? Dala mo yung kotse mo??" - tanong ko

"ahmm I don't care about my mom Jackie. And no, last time I remember I'm crying when you drive off, and I fainted, i-" sabi nya

Lumaki yung mata ko sa sinabi nya.

"wait you what?!!" - gulat kong tanong

"I cried??" - takang tanong nya

"no!! When I drive off, you what?!?" - gulat kong tanong

"i F-fainted" - alinlangan nyang sabi

"you fainted?! Why?! Did you go to the doctor?!? Are you alright now?! You just cried!! Fuck!! Come on lets go to the doctor!!" - aligaga kong sabi

Babangon na sana ako sa kama, pero pinigilan nya ako ng mas lalo syang umupo sa akin.

"the doctor said, I'm just having a heavy emotion. But I'm alright nothing to worry about" - sabi nya

"wait doctor?!" - takang tanong ko

"i fainted, when I woke up I'm already at the hospital, but i force na umalis agad. Pero im much feeling okey now, that I'm with you baby" - sweet nyang sabi

Bumuntong hininga ako, dahan dahan ko syang pinaupo sa tabi ko, kinuha ko yung pag kain sa bedside table.

"let's eat muna!! To gain your energy my love" - sabi ko

Kinuha ko na yung pag kain, at tinignan ko sya. Napangiti ako ng nakita kong nakangiti sya sa akin.

"i love you Jackie" - sabi nya

Ngumiti ako lalo at pineck ko yung labi nya, ilong nya at noo nya.

"i love you more than the most aliana, or should I call you abi??" - tanong ko ng pang aasar

Sumimangot sya dahil inaasar ko sya.

"come let's eat na my love" - sabi ko

Nag dasal muna kami, at kumuha na ako ng food

"here subuan na kita" - sabi ko

Ngumiti sya, at kinain nya lang lahat ng binibigay ko sa kanya.

See?! That's why I wanted to call her baby. She's like a baby na inaantay syang subuan ko sya with that happy face written on her.

"yummy??" - i asked pag bigay ko sa kanya ng food

Mas ngumiti pa sya, at tumango tango. I'm just watching her na nguyain yung food, para bigyan ko sya ulit.

"baby?? When do you two start trying to work things out between you and Sam??" - tanong nya pag lunok nya

Kumunot yung noo ko sa tanong nya.

"ahhmm. Week before matapos ng contract ko. She asked me na ituloy nalang yung sa amin, kaya i said yes" - sabi ko

"Why you said yes?? Is because you love her???" - tanong nya

"no baby, I didn't. Sinabi ko naman sa kanya na wala akong nararamdaman" - sabi ko

"then what she said when you told you that??" - curious nyang tanong

And fuck!!

She didn't say anything that time!! But she kiss me!!

"i c-can't remember. Let's just eat baby" - sabi ko changing the topic

Kumunot yung noo nya, like shes reading me and fuck!!