why me? (tommyinnit angst)

chapter 13

TW: scars

I woke up next to ranboo I guess we both were to tired to release my scars. Oh well more luck for me I got up from the comfortable bed and walked to the kitchen the least I can do is cook him breakfast so I got to cooking. I know how to cook because my father used to make me cook for him but we got barely any food in the kitchen I have nothing to cook.
I'm a little rusty but I think I got this

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Time skip
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I was almost done I just need to find the syrup
"hmmm where is it.... ah there it is"
To be honest I was pretty good at cooking it also helped me not think of anything bad is this a coping mechanism???

I got back to reality when I heard ranboo coming down to the kitchen I turned to look at him with a smile on my face "uhhh what is this tom?"
He said with a confused look while sitting down at the table
"Well sence you saved me and let me crash at your place I thought I do something for you" i had a loving smile on my face and Set down the plate infront of Ranboo "oh huh thank you Tom-you really didn't need to do this" 
"no no no I insist you really helped me"
"K then"

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Another Time skip
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When he got done eating breakfasts he put his plate then headed to the living room
I washed the dishes for him and cleaned up his place a little. When I was finished I sat down next to him and watched some TV it got pretty boring fast and ran was just on his phone so I had really nothing to do but I remembered I have a dad at home who gets mad at anything and that dad has my number
I rushed out of the living room and to Ran's room shit shit SHIT!!! I am so fucking dead  I ran so fast ranboo got scared I think
I make it to Ranboo's room and grabbed my phone off the charger turning it on and my phone was flooding with notifications from my dad so much messages and missed calls

I checked the messages and got a huge pit in my stomach

   
                                Dad

Tommy where are you

Damn boy you better be
Home when I come back from
The bar

I'm not planning with you Tom
I will beat the fuck out of you

When you'r back its over

Tommy did not want to call back or go back to the so called home but also he's just a buzzing fly in Ran's house panic strikes his whole body when he felt a hand on his shoulder reminding him of his father pushing him to the ground and kicking him over and over again

Tommy turns around to just see a worried Ranboo "Hey are you ok, kinda scared me a bit" Looking up at makes me feel safe. Little tears popping out my eyes then I just jump up to Ranboo and start balling my eyes out hugging him with my whole life "Tommy what wrong  you can tell me" he said pulling me to the bed and placing me on his lap.
"I'm scared. I don't want to go home"
"You don't have to Tom's, you can stay as long as you want" He looked up at me with little tears in his eyes "ranboo... please and I mean please don't lie to me."

                    "Do you think I'm
                           annoying?"

Yolo
Slayyyyyyyy